two zero zero seven.

Zero six is ending in seven hours.
This year has been pretty crazy i'd say.
With all the sky highs and bottom lows.
Closure tonight, and a fresh start soon.

Many many resolutions for the new year.
But three main ones,
1. Get more sleep everyday.
2. Save up. Really save up.
3. Better time management.

Yes i will keep to my resolutions.
Anyway, i've been too busy to check my snail mails.
Thank you to all who sent me the cards, especially peiwen.
Thanks girl, alot alot (:

The blessings in zero six has got to be, all the wonderful people i've got to known this year.
And the buddy of course.

I'm so lazy to get out of the house.
I want to sleep through the remaining zero six.
And embrace the new year by working full shift tomorrow.

BREATHED @ 4:44 PM

I NEED TO RANT.

Bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad day.
I am getting real sick of work.
The irritating customers, the boredom, the plastic-ness, the pathetic pay, the long hours.
And so i depended on caramel macchiato triple shot to keep myself awake again.
There was this fucked up customer today.
She was taking a really long time browsing through some stuff so i politely asked her if she was looking for something. And she said, "HAHA, of course i am looking for something!" in a dammit sarcastic tone and proceeded to shoot me some look then walk out of the shop.
Fuck you. I will hope and hope and hope this kind of people get the taste of their own medicine soon. And i'm certain they will get it tenfold all because they have the natural mean streak in them and what goes around will come around. Bad karma for you soon!
Push sales, push sales and push sales.
I am already hating the job, and repeatedly having people telling me to push sales.
Then come the politics. I want to stay out of it.
Stop coming to me and asking me who said this who said that.
Don't even tell me the latest gossip at work. I don't want to know.
I just want to go work, countdown to day end and go home.
No politics please!
Only cosolation today was work visit by wilson with the currypuffs. Thank you!
I really want to quit my job, but for reasons i cannot.
Dammit.
I'm sorry to all those i yelled at today.
WORK ON MONDAY AGAIN. NEW YEAR. GREAT.

zero six is ending and zero seven is here.
Time passes damn quickly.
Before we know, project due and presentations. Great.

I need to bite someone now.

BREATHED @ 10:35 PM

dum dum give me my gum gum.

Projects projects projects.
It was crazy wrapping session today.
And the three dumb people who chose to do it in the open so the wind got us picking up papers all over the place.
I miss norgan vaaz strawberry soda.
Cart operations on 4th Jan. People, please come and support :)

Towned in the evening.
Tickets selling out fast everywhere.
Caught night in the musuem at 11pm plaza sing.
Haha, second row front the front.
Save my aching neck!
But overall, good good show. Go catch it if you have not.
Dum dum give me my gum gum
You better run run cause they coming to hunt hunt!
My dum dum wants to speak!

Full shift at work tomorrow.
Come payday come!

BREATHED @ 2:58 AM

five hundred and fourteen wheeeees!

Just because i was so sick of town and i wanted to wear shorts and tee and slacks to watch the movie, the very nice buddy came all the way from dover to tampines (:

Two in a row.

Charlotte's web was cute. Our literature text for lower sec. Haha, the movie's good, go catch it. Very heart warming, put many many smiles on my face.
We take to the breeze, we go as we please!
And they all go wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Curse of the golden flower. It was alright except for the fact that there was a really smelly uncle beside buddy.
The incest relationships, mother and son, sister and brother.
Fighting scenes, martial arts, i likeeee.
It became kind of sadistic at the end.
Yes yes, i like the ninjas, the black people with parangs!
Yeahh, so everybody died in the end.
I swear the whole show is spoilt by jay chou.
His name in the show- prince jay. So typical.

No last bus and train so we cabbed.
The uncle can't drive straight.
He goes left and right and left and right.

Anyway, thanks buddy for travelling all the way here.
And thanks for the dinner treat.
My best movie kaki (:

BREATHED @ 1:02 AM

Bit by bit they fall.

Here comes the decemeber rain.
Been lazing around for the entire day.
So long since i've spent the entire day at home.
A little rollercoaster ride on the moods, but everything's alright now.
The place's empty. That's good in a way.
No screamings, no hurling of things, no slamming of doors.
Peace.

Why ask in the first place when you never had the intention to believe.
All you know is how to doubt and i've already gotten used to it.
If only you could just see how hard i'm trying to keep things going.
I don't even ask for that little bit of trust that i thought you'd give anymore.
All i need is for you to let it be, and to leave me alone.

When the world is turning left, is when i'm going right
I need someone to let me be, just who i am inside.

BREATHED @ 9:16 PM

one life, live it my foot.

They bloody hell cut off my line this afternoon without any notice. And the customer service person should go back and have some basic courtesy lessons.
Hello, customer service hotline is 24/7 and they did not want to pick up my call for an entire one hour.idiots. I swear after the plan ends. I am never gonna use m1 again.

And my voice is still completely gone. Work was horrible. Thank you to fer who came over to help me out despite the heavy rain. You are such a dear (:

And to weisiang, thanks and sorry for all the trouble today. very very very much appreciated. (:

BREATHED @ 11:13 PM

Merry xmas.

How we would write cards till our hands tire
and how we would come out with lists of items of what we need to buy
and how it was something to look forward to.
Now, christmas this year..is just christmas.

So the eve was spent working, followed by clubbing at mos.
cover was thirty. i am cashless now.
main arena, trance. smoove dammit packed.
Met a new friend alan who wanted to bottoms up but buddy took it.
Then there was this freaking angmoh but buddy handled it.
What will i do without my buddy.

All in all, i would say. This is the worse clubbing experience ever.
The music was good but the crowd sucked.
Certain people should just get lost.
I don't like you all. Why is it so difficult to tell.
And to make it worse off, the throat hurts like hell.
And the voice is gone, completely.
It hurt like crazy throughout the entire night.

The only little blessings were,
i saw mellie bellie and i love that babe so much.
And the people who were worried.
The people who texted.
Thank you (:


After so long of being nonchalent about every single thing i do.
You suddenly decide to play the role at this very moment.
I don't know what is genuine and what is not anymore.
Will you all just make it easier for me please.

BREATHED @ 4:20 PM

Somethings never change (:

Pre christmas celebration plus jeffrey's birthday celebration today.
Whoa, it was a long list of activities for the rest.
I only joined them for dinner in chinatown.
I miss them truckloads. It's been years or so since i saw them la.
Everyone's still the same, looking better in fact!
Gift exchange session was heart thumping and exciting. Haha.
Joy got me this pretty necklace from diva. Thanks girl! (:
Global sound cafe was like our home, thanks to gerald tan and tay.
Check out the place. Global sounds in chinatown. Good chill out spot!
White chocolate cake for the birthday boy and lots of picture taking session.
The night went by quick and everyone had to leave for their own stuff.
Hugs and whines and goodbyes and love.
This bunch of people. I like (:

BREATHED @ 12:29 AM

Only for the best.

BREATHED @ 12:13 AM

Smack' that all on the floor, smack' that gimme some more...

So i went to school straight after 11 hours of work and 6 hours of clubbing after that.
I think i need to treat my body better, it's not taking it very well already.
I can count the number of hours i sleep every day with one hand.
So yup, i need one whole day tomorrow to regenerate all the energy.

Mos was fun i'd say.
But why does the whole world go there now.
I see like denzil, roger, kevin, clint, meiyan, ghimhong, zhaoming, andy, samuel, hakim, alvin, blah blah blah.
And thank you to roger for the jug treat (:
I must say, clubbing with the sp people and jirong is fun fun fun!
Sorry to pengsiew and buddy whom i elbowed and toes-stepped on many many times.
What spoilt the night was the group of trannies.
Dammit, mos was like infested by 4am.
They were allowing people to boob grab and ass grope them.
And i'm still thinking why would the guys want to boob grab the trannies!
Slacked at mac with alex and buddy until 8
Then buddy accompanied me to bedok.
From there i took a cab to school and the uncle cheated me of 3 bucks.

Projects projects projects. Will you please end soon!

The holidays are ending, so we should all party while we can.

Lets see whats up ahead.

23rd: dinner and club with kok and the rest.
24th: work and club with fer and the loves.
25th: recharge
26th: work
27th: project
28th: project then mos with the buddy and friends.
29th: project
30th: work
31st: count down partaye!

BREATHED @ 11:48 PM

I'm with the best.

BREATHED @ 3:04 AM

From all of the unclean.

Xmas shopping today was crazy.
Town was super crowded with all the last minute shopping.
Spent quite a bit today. Ouch i feel the pinch.
But then again, i bought something that got me really really really happy (:
There's something about caroling that makes me feel warm inside.
The ride home, past by the xmas decorations.
I don't know why but the festive spirit seems to die off year by year.
Those times when we drove along town just to look at those pretty deco lights.
Seems pretty far back and we all know it'll never be back.
But it's okay, no one's anticipating and i've learnt not to expect.
Whatever it is.
I am not even excited about tomorrow anymore.
But ya, i guess it'll turn out fine.


Your actions don't match your words.
If you people don't intend to do what you say,
Then don't say it in the first place.
It's not just about sweet nothings.
It's about believing.
And you people gave me every reason not to.


Everything's so blurry, everyone's so fake.
And everybody's empty and everything is so messed up.
Everyone is changing there's no one left that's real.
To make up your own ending, and let me know just how you feel.
Can you take it all away...

BREATHED @ 12:07 AM

Here comes the december rain..

So i was telling darren last night how much i love the rain.
Then this morning my umbrella had to die on me again.
Was one hour late for project meeting.
RM's looking good so far. CRM tomorrow.
Projects everyday. heeeelllllpppp.

Anyway, eragon-ed today.
I'd say it's good, so go watch it!
Dinner at some chicken rice place at selegie.
Then it was pool at paradiz.
The home ride was dammit long.
And the bus was cold cold cold!

Finally manage to squeeze in some time for xmas shopping tomorrow.
5 more days to xmas!

BREATHED @ 10:43 PM

Think I'm gonna make that move now, tell me if you like it, cause it's me and you now...

This has got to be one of the best party ever.
Not the crowd, not the music but the company.
The whole day of celebration got us tired but still fun fun fun.
Singing session in the afternoon was entertained by joseph's thousand legged worm song.
Home, changed and then walked to the yeo neh pok's house.
Cabbed to clark quay. Free Attica party thanks to buddy!
Free drinks for ladies, none for males. Haha.
But the pre club drinking, bourban chivas and vodka got some a little high there and then.
Dj koflow from liquid was good. But the place was pathetically small.
So we clubbed hopped to mos, and thanks to the cousin who signed us in for free.
Main arena was having some ball room dancing competition.
Smoove's music was good because i caught my song in time which made me very very very happy. Haha.




Holidays are short, so we should do this again. soon.

BREATHED @ 5:47 AM

Miss funkanehneh.

Finally the pictures are in, thanks to miss chew chew chew fung wee.
So let's all backtrack one week to the surprise but not so surprise partaye (:
Celebration for funkanehneh's eighteenth was at georges.
Shall not elaborate much because all i remember was the cheesecake, the non stop photo taking sessions, the drinking, people getting wasted and the bday girl on stage.
All in one night.
So let the pictures do the talking.


To the sweetest girl with the biggest heart:
Hope you enjoyed yourself that day funkanehneh. You are one very very very lovable babe. We all heart <3 you! (:

BREATHED @ 3:25 AM

The after exam test party was seriously like some big celebration. Haha.
Lunched at town, singing session at partyworld, home to change, attica at night, club hopped to mos.
All the late night studying and partying.
Now it's time to greet hello to those irritating projects.
Project meeting on monday already.
Hear me wail!

More updates when miss chew fung wee sends the hundreds of photos over.

BREATHED @ 12:07 AM

I think this has a totally different definition from what it is supposed to be.
For the times i tried to sit you down and tell you everything i wanted to,
I don't know why but there's always this barrier in between.
The last time i looked forward to returning, i think i've already forgotten when was that.
The exchange of few words and the hostility. Honestly, it hurts me like fuck.
To you i don't give a shit about anything.
So what if i do? You will never see it because all you do is judge me.
How much do you even know about me.
To you, the best is always on the other side.
I don't even ask for anything. All i need is just that little trust.
But i guess you never really figured how to split that.
It doesn't matter anymore. A few years gone and a many more years down the road.
Tell me ,when's it ever gonna end.

BREATHED @ 12:31 AM

Someone throw me one big stressball!

One down three more to go.
The paper today sucked big time.
I swear the answers are not found in the notes.
Bonding session after paper. We are all in need of some relaxation
Cabbed home with the neighbour after that.

Thursday's confirmed. yays.
Thank you to the best buddy for making your way to town to get my ten tickets.
And thank you to the little cousin for finding me that extra one ticket.

Come thursday come~


Alrighty, back to the books for now!

BREATHED @ 11:39 PM

It's two up in the mornin' and the dj playing that song...

Milkshake at MOS.
The queue was like triple of tertiary fling.
Cabbed down after work with chuhui and jirong.
Saw many manys again :)
Raj one and two, shirleen, joee again, denzil, IRENE, mellie bellie, cyndee, norvin, and this person who know me and i know him but we just forgot each other's name, my cousin, and yes, tk people.
Bloody packed, danced a little before we went up to get drinks.
and and and. yes :( we all know what happen...
I'm so sorry to chikin who took one more shot because of my lemon.
And we missed all the good songs.
Despite the little dancing and puking and squeezing about, i'd say it's good because the company's good.









I hereby declare i have the best girlfriend, the best brother and the best neighbour.
Contented (:



P.S: funkanehneh, omar, ferfer, taufiq, huiping, sheryl yeo neh poks, bestie, joseph and daphne. ATTICA on thursday night!

BREATHED @ 3:47 PM

BREATHED @ 1:14 AM

BREATHED @ 1:10 AM

3 days to milkshake. 5 days to exams. 10 days to freedom.

My phone is seriously dying.
I cannot receive alot of messages and my alarm refuses to go off.
Interview today and i cabbed to school because i woke up late again.
But thanks to the friendly neighbour who texted me.
If not i'd have gotten one big fat F.

Interview was crap. First question i went silent for really long.
But thank god it's over and no report writing for me.
Muahas.

A&P more or less done.
Fer just lessen the burden of my IM studying.
CRM, i'll do later.
RM, i'll study it the day before the paper.

Self declared holiday for me tomorrow.
Not going to school to attend that one hour of drawing class.
Yes, studying.

And eugene. I am not a uberdork.



I'm finding my way back to sanity, again
Though I don't really know
What I am gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace...

BREATHED @ 11:33 PM

Happy monday, happy people.

I actually overslept today.
That is really really really rare.

Exams in a week's time. I'm really studying!
I've finished one chapter of A&P and one chapter of IM.
I'm so proud of myself. Muahas.
I'm motivating myself to finish studying by friday.
Because because because,
I want to go to milkshake.

Bothering lesser certainly does help.
Its like a load off my shoulders. Phew.
There are friends around me who are still upset.
Don't be, because time will tide us through.
If i can, so can you (:

Cheer up my pretty oh cheer up, cheer up cheer up, we loveee you~


ALRIGHT.

Here's a quick entertainment of the day.





That's mr joseph, yes in suspenders.

BREATHED @ 1:12 AM

Work was, interesting.
This man came in, said "santa will find his way here before christmas! hoho"
Then i got smacked on my butt real hard by a kid.
And i saw a girl barely in her teens with her sugar daddy.
Oh, and work visit by nelson.
Open seasoned with the stinky after work.
It was good. Haha.

Pretty much sums up my day.


I WILL START STUDYING TOMORROW.
YES I WILL.
REALLY.

BREATHED @ 12:43 AM

Zoukout. Milkshake. Zoukout. Milkshake. Zoukout. Milkshake.

Parties on 9th. Tests on 11th.
I reallllyy reaaaaaaaalllyyyyyyy wanna go :(

STOP TEMPTING ME you idiots.

BREATHED @ 2:02 AM

My field of paper flowers.

I want to quit my job.
I'm so so so so so so tired of burning my weekends.
The thought of doing full shifts tomorrow and the day after kills me.
If only cash fell from the sky.

Got my ass up at 7 to attend revision lecture which lasted only 35 minutes.
Our stupid cart has still not been approved.
Projects are neither here nor there.
I was dozing off during A&P until some high sock geek got me excited for a while.
Off to home because i could barely hold my eyelids up.
I'm feeling really whiny.

To let friends influence you on what you strongly stood for, that's peer pressure.
Think.
Some things you need two hands to clap.
I'm not gonna be around forever. Just in case you needed to know.


ON A LIGHTER NOTE.

chikin thinks i look like this.



Right.

BREATHED @ 10:49 PM

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