Baby came over to my place this morning after he met his friend. Then he played dota again and this time, i tried to watch ok. And all i could remember is some creature going "you have never failed to impress me" or "my blade thirst!" Ahhh. Anyway, after that, mama made lunch for baby and sent him to work :)

It's such a simple but sweet sweet day! :)

BREATHED @ 9:15 PM

I realised that the more you seek for perfection, the more you find that such a perfection does not exist. What is the point of comparing the present with the past if all it would do is to bring back heart wrenching moments? We should understand that every individual is different and not everyone can do what certain people can. I wouldn't deny i was disappointed, but then i thought again- why? There was nothing worth disappointing about, it is just that i have not learnt to accept. Often, we find ourselves passing judgment on alot of things, comparing this and that, then we forget about the fact that we ourselves, are not perfect either. This is just a personal note to myself- I'm going to try to live with what i have, see the beauty in things happening around me, be contented with how things are. But, i know it is going to be hard because i know i am constantly seeking for perfection and i never seem to be contented with something easily. I know this is difficult, but i'll try :)




*I'm letting go of all i've held onto, i'm hanging by a moment here with you. i love you baby*

BREATHED @ 12:23 AM

Journey to death

Just came back from watching final destination 3 with baby and the horny couple. I've always loved final destinations and i was quite excited bout this one. And i won't summarise the movie like what i used to do because i realised, that would kill the excitement, and people who want to watch the show would probably regret visiting my blog. Heh.

Anyway, It would be quite a cool idea to be able to have premonitions about certain stuff. But It would be pretty scary too, like say, if you can see how you die. Then you'd be paranoid the whole time, thinking when it will happen. And if death was really a force that could come after you, then it would be really frightening. You can't see anything, and anything could just kill you. Then if you were suppose to die but somehow managed to get away from it, then you'll forever have death haunting you till the day it finally gets you. Pretty scary huh. Besides, the way the survivors of death somehow seem to die in a bloody way. Anyway, if i were to choose, i would rather not see my death before it happens. Ignorance is bliss remember? :)

BREATHED @ 11:03 PM

Cupid strikes :)

It's valentine's day again. and here's my advance greeting to all.

Everywhere's gonna be crowded tomorrow, queues for movie tickets are gonna be damn long. there'll be plenty of girls holding big teddies and bouquets on the street (I don't understand y give big teddies. They take up space and are pretty much useless) Anyway, we shouldn't love our bfs/gfs exceptionally more only on Vday. It should be a everyday thing. Heh. :)

To my friends who are happily attached, hope you guys enjoy yourselves tomorrow. :)

BREATHED @ 8:53 PM

How fast time flies

Yesterday officially marked the end of the first year. THANK GOD.

Poly certainly started off with what i had not imagined it to be, at least for my class. Well, but new experience is always good. And i'm sure people learn new things along the way. But of course, they will be people who don't and that's just sad for you. i can't wait for year 2 to start. Major in marketing. Woo. Pray hard that fer me and yt ends up in the same class.

One sad thing is that, it was also the last lesson of the arts appreciation class. Not that i'm gonna miss the arts app lessons. But i'm gonna miss the people in there. They are all such nice and cute people. :(

And then, this also means that final exams are nearing. And i have just about a week to get everything into my head. Looking at how much we slacked this semester. I can already foresee the results i am going to get.

Anyway, met baby's mom today. I swear i died on the spot. And baby practically had to drag me to his house before that and my cheeks were burning hot. And there's something wrong with his toilet lock. I almost got stuck in there. But his siblings were damn cute :D They kept peeping at us from a corner. And they call me Yvonne jiejie. Heh. I love my babbbyyyy :D

BREATHED @ 3:50 PM

Sunshine after rain

I wouldn't say i am disappointed in you, i never will be. but i feel so much seeing you in such a state. Whatever happened to the person who was so passionate about music, the person who had so much to say all the time, the person who dared to be different not bothering what people had to say. The only person who never fails to amaze me by his beauty. Seeing you so dejected and lifeless makes me feel so goddamn helpless, like all i can do is console you over and over again and yet i know nothing will help. Why do you down alcohol everyday and get so fucking drunk? It is not going to make anything better. Some people don't have to do anything and can get whatever they want, good things happen to them. And some people work hard for things but yet never achieve what they want. That is how it works, life is unfair. And i feel so, especially for you. You've been through so much shitstuff since the very first time i met you, and since you had been strong enough to pull through them, what is this to you? Yes it is damn tiring to keep fighting but why stop when everyone else around you believes that you can? you have no idea how many people are so upset to see you in this state. You always say there are many more things i don't know, but one thing i know for certain is that if you don't bring yourself together, nothing's going to change for the better. You have to continue doing what you were doing, your passion, that was what made you so charming and amazing. What's happening now? Am i going to hear your new songs ever again? Or am i just going to see you fucking drunk every night? I know this is alot to handle for you, what more you have been fighting this shit for so long. Please please please take care, get a hold on yourself and i assure you, it might not be soon but things will change for the better.

BREATHED @ 3:04 AM

revamp!

Okay, this shall be my blog template for now. Until i get bored of it :)

BREATHED @ 6:22 PM

in the making

Please bear with it.
Blog is still under construction.

BREATHED @ 11:55 AM

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