Met all my new classmates on monday. Can't really say much because people always turn out to be very different from the first impression they give to people. But good thing is, i've got xiaojun in my class :D

Went to work after school yesterday. Good thing i was working with jamie or i would have died working on a tuesday. Died of boredom and died of extremely lousy sales. closed only ONE sales yesterday. Hah. So terribly bad. And baby's so sweet to come pick me up even though he's dead tired. I love my beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

No school today so baby came over to slack after his lessons. And mama makes him dessert everytime he comes. Like special treatment or something. Heh.

I just wish everyday's a simple day (:


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Sometimes you make me wonder how much of truth is there in those words you speak. Or perhaps i should just thank you for making me realise that there's not really one person you can completely trust.

BREATHED @ 10:25 PM

I'm dreading it.

TOMORROW is the start of school. This semester break seem to end faster than the last one. Probably becuase i was bumming around last sem's break thats why. After slacking for so long, it feels damn weird having to go back to lectures and tutorials. And and and, i won't be in the same class as fer fer or yuting :(

So i met up with jorce and yenling that day. I think i haven't seen them for almost a year! It always makes me happy to meet up with old friends. We walked around a bit and did alot of catching up. Nothing much but it made me very happy :)

I still have eternal sunshine of a spotless mind dvd untouched. No time to watch :(

Bleah.

BREATHED @ 1:49 AM

I love ferfer/momo and michy/am

Movie marathoned at my place today. Well, not exactly a marathon because we didn't watch much anyway. Fer and shah came first then baby came shortly after. So we watched club dread which baby picked. It was thriller plus sexual plus comedy. Alright show i guess, but much much better than boys eat girls. lol. Then mich and amran came and we watched family stone. And i'm so so sorry that we couldn't continue with movie marathon today cause of some issues :( sorry!

Anyway, we went to PP to have dinner. And we caught the cutest sight ever. I couldn't help but took a picture of it. Heh.

BREATHED @ 11:13 PM

Dig out those dancing shoes!

BREATHED @ 11:55 PM

I want to be a couch potato.

Ahhh. There's so many nice shows i want to watch lately :( I want to watch Take the lead..and Tristan and Isolde..and Eight below..and Daisy..and baby wants to watch Reincarnation...And and and..the good thing is, chikin gave me a few coupons for movie tickets for four :D Yay. That means more movies with fer and her momo. Heh.

BREATHED @ 1:31 AM

I'm sorry.

I suddenly realised that if someone asked me for the reason why things turned out this way, i wouldn't know what to say. It's so silly how this mess even started. I read back on my previous entries and i found one where i said i would not pass judgment on things i do not really know. Apparently it wasn't so. I am such an idiot sometimes. I could accept your flaws before and then why couldn't i now. Honestly, you did not change. I think it was my expectations that did. So what if you weren't perfect in certain areas? Neither am i.

I get people saying i'm tactful. I don't even know if it is a compliment or what. Seriously most of the time i don't feel so. I don't know what is of truth and what is not. I don't even really know the people around me now. I can trust easily, but once you lose it, i wouldn't even say it's difficult but almost impossible to gain it back from me. I make forgiveness sound like some easy shit, but ultimately, things never became the same.

I don't even now who i am. I don't know what i want and i don't know what i live for. It's not like i am upset or what because i dont think alot of people know who they really are anyway. But at times like this when realisation hits me. I get confuse all over again.

I am a perfectionist with very high expectations only to realise at moments that perfection don't exist. When that happens, i get all disappointed and upset- only to hurt people around me. And even after constant personal reminders to be contented with what i have, i realise i can't. Tell me, why am i such an idiot?

BREATHED @ 2:24 AM

So i finally got my pay. Feels pretty weird getting it all in cash unlike all my previous ones- like i'm gonna spend it all quickly or something. It was just a teeny weeny miserable sum of money. But considering i worked for only seven days this month, i didn't expect much either. The job's pretty boring at times, and they play jazz music i don't really like, but thank goodness after flipping through the whole folder of CDs for sometime, i found keane, joss stone and the cardingans :D Heh. At least something that won't make me fall asleep.

And on friday, baby picked me up from work and suggested we watch a movie. And in the end we watched ICE AGE 2. hahahhahaha. baby kept complaining it was a cartoon before the show started. But he laughed alot during the show la :) Cartoon it is, it's still very very enjoyable cause it's so cute and funny. haha.


ANYWAY, FER IS BACK. FER IS FINALLY BACK AND WE HAVE A DATE. YAY! :D

BREATHED @ 11:15 PM

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