That day on the bus, i happened to overhear a very shocking conversation between 3 lower sec look alike girls. They were discussing what makes a girl and a guy "official steads". One said it had to be more than a week. One said it has to be at least more than a month. And more shockingly, the last one said it has to depend on what they do during the course of dating. If they held hands or more, then they would be considered as "steads"...

I feel old listening to that conversation. And "stead" is such a horrible word to use. I thought only MOST ah bengs and ah lians do that. heh. Anyway, they didn't realise how funny they sound.

It is bad to judge people even before really knowing them. How often do you laugh at someone just because they dress funny or they talk funny? Or when was the last time you called someone a bitch or a bastard without really knowing them? It is not good to judge people by how they look. For all you know, people may be judging you too. Everybody is nice in their own ways. so we shouldnt try to pick on people's flaws.

Well, im not saying that i don't judge people. i tend to have the urge to pass judgement too. but i know its not good. so from today onwards. i will stop judging people i do not really know.

And anyway, eric, fer, yuting, sam, mich..and the rest. I promise this is not a personal attack. haha. Although i always scold you all for laughing at people. I swear this whole thing is not directed at you all. :P

It's been very long since i blogged. Yes. My very-prone-to-breaking-down computer is fixed.

Without a computer is good somehow. I'm so bored i did my tutorials and i cleaned my room. :D Well anyway, when i was tidying up. i came across alot of old pictures, letters, presents, notes..and all those sweet sweet stuff that people gave to me. I felt bad looking at some stuff cause i realised i haven't been good enough to some people who were extremely sweet to me.

There are so many people i know during these few years and i feel bad to say that. I tend to forget some of their names. That day i saw this girl who was in my cca only last year. and yet i forgot her name. and only remembered her name when i saw her account in friendster. This is bad. My memory is really failing. I can't seem to remember a lot of stuff. can't remember movies. names. places.

I've been fainting more often than usual. I think it runs in the blood because my mom and sis faint too. But the feeling of fainting is scary. Everything gets blurry. You can't stand properly. People become blurry yellow figures. you break out in cold sweat. And you keep hearing the beeping sound. And worse. you feel only semi conscious that you don't know what and where you are going. This is scary.