Wednesday, June 29
searching for reasons within reasons
Sometimes, when i go silent. It doesn't mean i don't mind. I just don't see the point of argueing because people won't listen. And if you know you are in the wrong. don't push it. Some people just argue and argue and they think they are right. and sometimes, they don't even realise they are not making any sense. and it is amusing. Perhaps it would help if people just shut up and listen. Its not about you you and you alone. Stop being so stubborn. It's a turn off.
Give me a break. I'm so drained from all this shit thats happening.
BREATHED @ 10:17 PM
Tuesday, June 28
frustration.and more frustration.
Im pissed. why do people have to put up a front in public? It irritates me to see someone behaving like what he/she is not. because deep down you know it is unreal. drop the pretence. for your own good.It makes you look like a loser.
And then there are the people who derive pleasure from putting you down. real down. and it's amazing how they always seem to find the perfect timing to do so. when every other thing thats happening is so screwed. If you all are so bored. why dont you look into the mirror and find out why you look that way. it will definitely give you much more pleasure because there are simply too many reasons you can find. or maybe you can run up 10 storeys and then jump down? that would give me pleasure and i promise you. its gonna be fun.
And lastly. the desperates who scout for guys/girls day in day out. don't keep asking me to intro girls/guys to you can. i aint no fucking matchmaker.and if you noticed, you are practically drooling at every single guy you come across. with the high pitch shrieks that are oh so piercing for my poor ears. spare me? Friendster wasn't created for nothing. Go try your luck and find your princess/prince charming there. I sincerely wish you luck.
Life is so fucked up at times.
BREATHED @ 9:23 PM
Wednesday, June 22
blood
I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect
You better watch out
If you don't know whats going on around you
You better think twice
Before you fly off the handle and lose it
You better join us
Before you get lost in the shuffle
You better rise against the demons
that are gonna try and hold you down
Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?
Cause I'm not a pawn for you
to play in your fucking game
I've got dignity and a dream
that I want to change
The pressure, your troubled
and you let me down
I'm not deaf and
all I hear is your empty promises
Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?
Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love...
BREATHED @ 11:53 PM
Tuesday, June 21
I don't remember
Have you all ever went to somwehere wanting to take something. and then when you are there, forget completely what was it you wanted to take. I'm experiencing this kind of memory failure more and more.
That day. I wanted to tell my friend about this movie i've
recently watched. its really nice. about this girl who lost her memory and forgot about her loved ones. But then again. just when i was about to tell her the movie title. i realised i've forgotten. To think that i watched it
twice.
Damn.
My memory's failing .
BREATHED @ 4:01 PM
Sunday, June 19
updates updates!
I was browsing through friendster. and was so surprised to see so many of my friends getting attached. Not that its something of major shock, just that the people they are getting attached to are pretty unexpected. Well, nevertheless. I'm happy for all of them. :)
I'm losing track of whats happening and whats not.
Someone update me!
BREATHED @ 10:42 PM
Monday, June 13
Unspoken
There's something about the way your voice brightens up when you pick up my calls. Or simply just the way you look at me. It makes me wanna love you forever. And i will. :)
-i love you baby-
BREATHED @ 9:05 PM
Friday, June 10
Death awaits
Have you all ever wondered what happens after you die?
Is death the end of human existence and consciousness, or do we continue in some other place or state of being?
Do we go to a place of everlasting reward or eternal torment?
Are we destined to be reincarnated, coming to life again in a different body in a seemingly endless cycle of living and dying?
We fear what we do not know. And is that the reason to why people fear death?
BREATHED @ 9:08 PM
