sing my name the way you do

Cabbed down to school today because we got the timing wrong.
Mock interview today was crap.
It was the most impromptu situation ever.

Stinky thinks i'm too easily affected by others.
Emotionally that is.
Yea, that's bad because it gets me upset.

Rollercoaster mood rides.
I'm emotionally drained. Too many things to bother.
So i'm gonna take a break for now.
I'm gonna start to not care and not entertain.



In my field of paper flowers
and my candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch the purple sky fly

BREATHED @ 2:49 AM

Not you not me but us.

I think a little effort takes us a long way.
Sometimes, all it takes is a little trust.
I've said it over and over again. There are many sides to a story.
I think things would be turn out better if all feelings were considered.
So don't get pissed at one another anymore okay!

And yea, chikin's right.
Sometimes, when you do too much, people take things for granted.

Look back.
When it came to you, we did everything to make things happen for you.
Now when it's your turn to do a little something for others, you're full of excuses.
It's really disappointing.


BAH.


So far, it's been a horrible week to endure.
I need some happy happy feet tomorrow.

BREATHED @ 9:20 PM

stained.

All in a day.
Really tires me out.

So.

Let the song do the talking.


This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I’m not ashamed
to be the person that I am today

These are my words
that I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing ok
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

BREATHED @ 11:27 PM

Random rara

I don't like to take sides, i don't like to judge.
so i really don't like having to hear this and that about someone i don't really know.
School is like that, work is like that.
Why can't everyone just coexist peacefully.

It doesn't matter to me.
Because as long i get along with the person.
It doesn't matter how the whole world look at him/her.

I don't know.

I feel weird recently. I don't know whats the trigger too.
Just, weird.
Like, i'm missing something.
I don't know.

Pre exam blues perhaps.
I just wanna partaye all night long like those good old days.
what's gonna happen when ck goes off to ns.
No more late night sleeping and nonsensical rantings then :(




When I'm standing on top the bright lit city
I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away

BREATHED @ 2:05 PM

take a chill pill!

Thanks to mr eugene i got my ass up at seven in the morning only to find out that class only starts at three.

yes.

Anyway, i don't know why people always feel angsty reading certain entries.
In case you (hello, im referring to the general here) have forgotten about it.
The disclaimer still exists. You know, that marquee thing at the side.

So don't feel angry my friend.
I don't do personal attacks here.

But you who texted me late night. I would like to let you know something i feel.

The importance you are talking about. It is subjective.

BREATHED @ 9:24 AM

The blame game.

When things go wrong, fingers start to point.
Human nature, i'll accept that.
Whatever it is, i'm over getting mad. So throw those remarks over. I'm still good.
Because i know i've got all the love with me, while you just appear to be smaller than what i thought you'd be.
Perhaps, i should give you credit, for making it so much easier for me to bear.
Your words, just confirm my thoughts that nothing is worth it anymore.
At the end of the day, its still about you.
What reputation is there anyway, honestly. I'm not going to bother.
So you may put your mind at ease.

You believe you will come the same way you leave.

What chimness.

I don't understand lah.

I only know.

What goes around, come around.

So yes, good luck to you my friend. I'm going on with the search for the invisible one.

CHEERS.

BREATHED @ 9:40 PM

Throw me the love.

Rare, but work was enjoyable today.
It would have been better if my sides weren't hurting so bad.

ANYWAY.

I know i shouldn't have taken so long.
But still, i dare to say it out loud that i have decided.
And yes, i am certain.
The responses i get from the dearests tells me even more so that i am doing the right thing.
You guys are simply the sweetest.

Never needed wind in my wings.
If you believe that dreams come true
There's one that's waiting there for you.


Pardon the emoness. I am quite addicted to this song right now.
Thanks for the strength and love people!

hearts :)

BREATHED @ 10:58 PM

Baby you know you're my sexy loveeee....

Just got back from the tertiary fling.
It was overall good i'd say.
Queue was bloody long, but thanks to connections we got into priority queue.
So yes, no one was on the dancefloor so the group of us started dancing.
Then some sleezebags came onto the dancefloor shortly after as well.
Packed dancefloor, dirty dancing. Everyone was hot hot hot tonight!
Original plan was to leave at one. but stayed till three plus in the end.

Alrighty. Pictures.



Met alot of people there tonight. From wilson to joee to ekkawat to alvin to mischa to secondary school people. So yuppp. And ekkawat got my girlfriends oogling. Haha!

Come december, we'll party like mad again (:


And, thank you chikin :) for simply being the best.

BREATHED @ 4:39 AM

Lets all feel the rhythm of the beat!

Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up i'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo.

Stepped up with chikin again today.
The bugis cinema should seriously undergo some renovations.
Anyways, the show is still great. I'd watch it again if you ask me to!
Alrighty, lets get some dancey music in the blog for now.

When thursday comes we'll hit the dancefloors :)

BREATHED @ 1:59 AM

Here comes the november rain...

I jolted up from sleep this morning thinking i was late for work.
Great. This shows that i need a break.

Original plan was to go charm hunting with the loves today.
We were walking in circles till the rain spoilt the plans.
No more charm search so we decided to shisha.
Weather was nice and company was great.
I'm loving them more and more each day :)

BREATHED @ 11:41 PM

late night sleeping and caffeine loving.

You know there are two kinds of friends.
Shit friends and friends who go all out to help you.
I merely asked if you're busy and that i needed a favour.
Asking if you're busy means that if you said you were, i'd ask someone else.
And your reply had to be, "i'll tell you if i'm busy after you tell me the favour. Haha"
You don't even make an effort to lie. You, go to category one- shit friend.

Then, to those in category two-
Thank you thank you and thank you.
I really appreciate the help!

Cover letter and resume is finally done.
One down. More to come!
Work was shitty. I seriously don't know how long i can carry on this school on weekdays work on weekends schedule. It's burning the life out of me. And i'm highly dependent on coffee nowadays.
But thanks to the lovelies who visited me at work yesterday and today. I feel so loved :) Haha. And thanks to wilson for the work visit and a bagful of sweets.


Okay, last party on Thursday. I promise.
Then it's back to the schoowork rush.
I need to get things in place. fast.


Give me my macchiato with triple shot.

BREATHED @ 1:30 AM

I need a time freeze!

Projects this semester are seriously shit.
They are draining the life out of me.
Today, we had two store visits. Marina and PS.
Thanks to kathie who drove us there so we didn't have to endure long bus journeys again.
Store visits are seriously crap. Bad news is, there's more to come.
Sighs.

Met chikin for movie after that.
We watched this korean show called time which left us both confused at the end of the show.
We left the cinema not knowing what the story meant.

Sat down for a while before i headed home.
I am seriously bushed.
I need more than 24 hours in a day!

BREATHED @ 11:09 PM

One little pretty buttsyfly.

Did i mention how thursdays are love as well.
RM tutorial was kind of weird. I hate clowns. Really.
Good news for today is, the taliv guy is not our tutor for freehand drawing anymore. And this current gerald guy, is very slack.
Me andy and taufiq went for a self given break in between to meet fer.
Went to support jospeh.

There.


He was doing the airbrush tattoo thing. So yup.
And by the time we went back to class. It was over. He ended it one and a half hour earlier.
Waited for fer till six then we took this bloody one and a half hour ride to vivo.
Well, the thing is.
I got my pull and bear dress. And and the zara one too :)
Yays.

But okay, thats it. No more shopping for me.
It's gonna be project rush. project rush and project rush.

BREATHED @ 12:58 AM

Of black eyes and naked butts.

Its comm skills day today and i think this tutor seriously hates our group.
Resume due on monday. Shit news.
CRM was yet another bonding session and not to forget the tutor shooting sarcasm at our telepathic skills.
Oh wells.

Me and xiaojun strawberry soda-ed and muffin-ed at norga.
Then i left to meet the stinky in town. It was a nice comfy four five minutes sleep.
We watched covenant. Haha, yes i'm very outdated.
But c'mon. I'm only watching the prestige this friday. Haha.
Everyone says it's a bad show. I think its okay. I'll give it a 3.5 out of 5.
One of the ipswich guys, not the lead is pretty hot.

Dinner was at lucky plaza. Where this stupid chinaman happily snatched our seats.
Headed home after dinner. We were both so tired we missed our stops.

Anyway, Thursday is here again.
Thank god its Thursday! :)

BREATHED @ 1:17 AM

Dresses are my best friend.

Tuesdays are love because there's no school for me.
And no school means meeting the favourites.
So today was town day with fer and michie.
It was michie's shopping spree day and browsing day for fer and me because payday is still 2 days away!
Where else but forever21 and topshop. Didn't get anything though.
We zara-ed and we were all in one changing room trying on lots of stuff.
I caught ferfer in her undies but nah, i can't post that here :)
Shan't go on about where we shopped and what we bought.
Dinner was at thai thai thai express. And yes, everyone knows i don't eat spicy food for shits.
But dinner was there nonetheless and i had this mushroom tofu thing.
Well, it was okay. Just don't order red bean ice blend.





Let's see, at the end of the day. I've got these items pending.
1. Zara white dress/tee
2. Pull and bear green dress
3. Pull and bear tee
4. WH's pink long sleeve
5. Mango black basic

Come thursday come~

BREATHED @ 2:20 AM

Post-birthday entry.

There, as promised.



She's really the coolest and cutest girlfriend on earth :)
Fung and the rest got her the forever21 dress.
We got her a new urban male tee.
And her sweet sweet bf affandi gave her the dkny watch.

It was a quick dinner because we had a movie to rush for.
We managed to surprise her with a cake. But i'm pretty sure she knew something was coming because we were all whispering everywhere. And people just all disappear to the loo here and then. Haha.
Well, short but enjoyable night i'd say.

BREATHED @ 2:50 AM

show off that body you got, you got that dance floor so hot..

It's ferfer's big day :)
While waiting for everyone in the biz canteen, her sweet sec school friends came over with a surprise. It was cute to see fer touched to tears.
Then it was to the new cathay for the movie step up.
Dinner was at cartel before that. I shall go into details of the celebration when pictures come in.

Step up was DAMN GOOD.
First it was save the last dance, then honey, then you got served, then take the lead. Now step up.
They just keep getting better and better!
Remember when honey came out, the dancers were all so excited over it.
We watched it over and over again.
And my very last dance performance was dancing to one of honey's OST, i believe.
Dammit, i really miss those times.

The show, about redemption through the transformative powers of dance.
I need to watch it again.



And this actor, Channing Tatum is a pretty hot one. Heh.







A guy who can dance is such a major turn on.

Show ended at 9 plus. Everyone had their own plans so we splitted up.
Went to east coast lagoon with cs and two of his friends.
Thanks for the ride home cs :)

Anyway, hope you had a great day ferfer. LOVE YOU :)

BREATHED @ 1:09 AM

BREATHED @ 4:20 AM

goodbye black parade

I was so excited about this and it turned out to be major disappointment.
Dammit.
I only like 3 songs in the whole album. And none of these 3 songs are as fantastic as the previous ones.
What happened to songs like ghost of you, demolition lovers and my all time favourite you know what they do to guys like us in prison.
Now the song sucks and the lyrics are as bad.
And its so not Gerald Way anymore :(

BREATHED @ 3:05 AM

consecutive town days.

Tuesday:

Lunch was at balcony with fer and sheryl.
We were the only people in there though.
Surf and turf. I like :) oh oh, and that chocolate brownie thing too.

We caught material girls.
I didn't like it. Because hilary duff was in it. And it wasn't a nice chick flick at all.
Wells.

Walked around, they bought havaianas. Yes again.
Got tired, slacked at lucky plaza's mac. And that was when i realised i haven't had mac for really long. Which is good anyway.
Night came and me and sheryl took the bus14 home.

Oh yes, i met eveleen and yingying at topshop. And shit, they said i look like i haven't had rest for days. Point taken.
I NEED TO SLEEP MORE.


***
Wednesday:

Went to school early for project meeting today. And that comm skills thing. I don't like it as well.
Peer teaching. Preparation and presenting takes up bloody lots of time.
But well, school was nice today. The tutors said we have this telepathy thing going on.
And we had this inside joke and were laughing non stop till we got stares.

After school, went to cathay with fer, afd, fungwee, omar, taufiq, huipeng and john.
I don't know what made me agree to watch the grudge 2, but yes, we did.
We were expecting to get scared real bad but in the end we didn't.
The beginning was a little scary, then it got crappy somewhere in the middle.
So my advice, don't waste your money on it.
The original ju-on is much much much much better.

Didn't join the rest for dinner after the show.
Thank you omar for the ride home :)

BREATHED @ 10:41 PM

Oh breathe, just breathe...

Seems like everybody's got their own issues recently.

There's a reason why people always say simplicity is beauty. Sometimes i think people think too much, broad over a problem for too long resulting in all the unhappiness. And perhaps for people like me, we expect too much. And when we realise things fall short of our expectations, we get unhappy. I choose to believe that in life, everything is subjective and there's no certain, definitive who's right or who's wrong. Just that, different people see things in different ways.

So you asked me to define love for you. I'd don't know exactly either.
Two people who come together and work towards a common goal perhaps.
Or it could two people who share pure fondness for each other.
Or is it just a bunch of sweet nothings?
Seriously, i don't have an idea.

Why think so much i'd ask.
Since everybody's going to have an opinion of their own, you don't have to bother about how people look at you. And you don't have to be affected by what they say.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button,
So cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe...


So my friends who are upset and troubled- don't be. Because we'll all get over it :)

BREATHED @ 12:29 AM

One crazy night.

Town-ed with ferfer after school on friday.
We reached there around evening and went to forever 21, where we met sheryl.
Haha, ferfer almost bought this pretty blue dress there. I got myself a white three quarts denim bottom and a navy blue basic. Ferfer got stuff too.
Then ferfer had to lure me into pepperplus where i got another black bottom. And she bought 2 tops.
Next stop was heeren cause fer wanted to buy her havaianas. Then she got this skirt from i don't know whats the shop name.
Someone buy me the teeshirts from new urban male.
Dinner was at cine because i wanted to eat mee sua. Then we had crepe too. I like :)
Walked around and i saw this belt that i liked so much. But i thought it was enough shopping for the day.
Then ferfer got some haircare stuff from faceshop as we left.
Nine plus, thought it wasn't time to go home yet so we checked out mango at taka.
Saw this top i like at 60 bucks, refused to try it. Heh.
And ferfer got her skinnies at 75 bucks.
She was like some crazy shit laughing all the way out. It was retail therapy for me. It was shopping madness for her.
I bet she's suffering from post spree depression now.

But all in all, retail therapy still work wonders for me :)

BREATHED @ 11:55 PM

Excitement excitement!

Lunched opposite school together with the T03 people.
There's plans to go overseas together this december. THAI THAI LAND
Everybody's giving the yes now, and i'm crossing my fingers that all will work out.
Chaktuchak shopping, tuktuk riding, bkk clubbing...
Just the thought of it makes me BEAM.
Nothing beats travelling with friends :)

And yes, it's Thursday once again.
Turns out that taufik's my CDS classmate just that he dint come last week.
And yea, we were suppose to draw this entwined cylinder looking thing.
I have to say, we suck at drawing circles.
So yay, i've got taufik and andy to endure three hours with me every week.
Fer. Get over now.

BREATHED @ 12:53 AM

send me a remedy!

Why does this always happen to me?
I always get sore throats or infections before auditions and ktv plans.
Ktv plans tomorrow gone.
And so sorry to stinky. I killed prestige plans today as well.
I was feeling so terrible the whole day, thank god lessons end early.
And mummy was nice to come pick me up.

Let's see what i've eaten.
1. one box of ricola alpine lozenges
2. one packet of horrid tasting woods from john
3. three teaspoons of honey
4. four spoonful of pi pa gao
5. a bowl of plain porridge
6. one can of jia jia liang teh

And, its feeling only this much better.

BREATHED @ 1:46 AM

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