Sunday, October 30
move on move on moooveee onnnnnnn
I read from someone's blog about relationships. Be it between friends or partners. The fact is we chose them, so no matter what happens, good or bad. We shouldn't regret because it is what we choose. I find it very true.
One dear friend told me, "Remember, no matter what you choose, just don't look back and regret your decision" How i wished i could. I just can't help thinking about the "what ifs", " i could haves", "if i didn'ts" and "if i dids". Yes, everybody lives with regrets and what we can do to help ourselves is to move on. I admit i am not helping myself. I am still indulging myself in the past and sometimes the hurt is so unbearable that i find myself wondering why am i doing this to myself. You can only move on until you've grieved. Sad, but true.
The fact is i know exactly what i should do, but i just can't. I guess i have not learnt to let go of stuff thats clearly the past. Sigh, this is so frustrating.
BREATHED @ 1:02 AM
Monday, October 24
im just wondering.
A levels coming. I see all my friends mugging real hard for this last major exam and i feel stress for them too. I can't imagine how it would be for me if i was still in jc then. Would probably flunk all i guess.
I think its just in me to regret whatever i've decide. Back then and now, and still happening. I'm just never satisfied with whatever i've decided on. And now that i'm taking business, not that im doing bad, its just something i don't enjoy doing. And looking at what subjects i have to take next semester just makes wonder why am i stuck with this.
Sad.
BREATHED @ 1:18 AM
Monday, October 10
I can't help doing this
This is especially dedicated to three kinds of people out there:
1) People who want to find out what is the real definition of bimbo
2) People who are really bored and need some laughter
3) People who want to find consolation in knowing your english is not the worse in the world
Ready for the
eye opening, jaw dropping, adrenalin pumping experience?
BREATHED @ 3:13 AM
Sunday, October 9
The lovely people
I realise i miss these people so much! I wouldn't say 10 months is a very long period, but yet in this 10 months i've made many many many dear friends :)
I miss those times where we used to take bus15 home together and took silly pictures. The times when i was on stage and you all cheered with all your might. Or even at my saddest moments, how i managed to find comfort in all of your hugs. The times we potlucked because the canteen food sucked, plus the fact that we were broke. Even silly moments where you all came to my house to swim and pretended you all were the champions. heh. Or silly games you all taught me. When we skipped school to watch hooror movies at glad's house. How we cried when i chose to leave the school.And i can just go on and on and on...:)
I never really had the chance to say this- a big THANK YOU to all of you. especially dearest dearest jirong, jorcelyn, kokyong, gerald,my mouse, glad, joy and harris. Although our schedule really clashes and we seldom meet up. You guys are the dearest people i hold close to my heart. :)
And the caption says it all- Parting is such sweet sorrow.
BREATHED @ 1:09 AM
Monday, October 3
excitement!
I WANT TO GET THIS!! I LOVE THE RASMUS!!! :D :D :D :D :D
BREATHED @ 12:13 AM
