Everything's unplanned

I went back to TK again. Today, for the sake of accompanying a friend. Well, no over whelming feelings this time of course. But still, i kind of miss wearing a school uniform.

So they were setting up the tables and chairs for O levels today. Os- The big thing at that time. But as compared to prelims this coming Monday, Os seem to be pretty easy at that time then. If i would have stayed on, or rather like what hazel said- hanged on, things would be pretty much different now. A totally different group of friends, i'll still be stuck with maths, chemistry and economics, or who knows, i may have been a uni freshie by now.

Well, resolution- not to regret any decisions made. Marketing isn't bad at all. If i take away the project rush, deadlines and expensive school fees. I am kind of enjoying what i am doing.

I see friends around me-the same people who i played and laughed and talked nonsense with back then. They're all doing different stuff now. Some are in universities, some in NS, some in poly, some working, some loafing around, some overseas, and even some married! Me, one more year to go. I'm kind of stuck, not exactly knowing what i want to do yet. University's on the list of course. The never ending cycle of studying. Bahh, just the thought..

A month plus more of holidays.

I'm going to fly off on Monday. I feel nothing actually. Maybe i'll only feel the excitement on sunday night (which i will be working, crap)

You know sometimes, the more you hope for something to happen, the more it won't happen. It's just like how when we're looking for something and we can't seem to find it. Then the moment we stop looking for it, it surfaces. So, the more we hope for it to happen, the more it won't, and the more disappointed we get. And i still believe that good things happen at the weirdest time ever, when you least expect them to. So, i'm gonna stop expecting right now.
And i know- it's gonna be much harder than said, but i'll try.


*We drank up the wine, and we got to talking. We now had more important things to say and when the car broke down, we started walking. Where were we to go, without even knowing the way...*

*...and actually i'm afraid, so afraid of slipping back to those days*

BREATHED @ 1:50 AM

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