I read from someone's blog about relationships. Be it between friends or partners. The fact is we chose them, so no matter what happens, good or bad. We shouldn't regret because it is what we choose. I find it very true.

One dear friend told me, "Remember, no matter what you choose, just don't look back and regret your decision" How i wished i could. I just can't help thinking about the "what ifs", " i could haves", "if i didn'ts" and "if i dids". Yes, everybody lives with regrets and what we can do to help ourselves is to move on. I admit i am not helping myself. I am still indulging myself in the past and sometimes the hurt is so unbearable that i find myself wondering why am i doing this to myself. You can only move on until you've grieved. Sad, but true.

The fact is i know exactly what i should do, but i just can't. I guess i have not learnt to let go of stuff thats clearly the past. Sigh, this is so frustrating.