asleep in life

CHANGE.

2007-06-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

MOVED.

Here's the new add.

RELINK my friends!

WHATS THE CONCEPT.

2007-06-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

Shit.
I completed my IJ and i used concept art.
Either you get it, or you don't.
So far, only kenn fully understood what i was trying to show without having me explaining anything.
I printed it out, i'm staring at it and i'm loving it.
But my sister cannot comprehend it AT ALL.
why why why why why.

Sigh.
But thanks to daphy, pk, jeff, cs and zenas for the great help.
I know how annoying i can get when i'm in situations like this.
(:

No changes.
I'm submitting it.

2007-06-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

Heart says go.
Mind says don't go.

TO GO OR NOT TO GO?

2007-06-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

The way we used to run in the rain,
The nights you'd sneak me out of the house
and we'll ride with the wind in our faces.
How we'd lie side by side just watching the day go by.

Cause its been 2076 days and
I miss you a way no one can ever comprehend.

There's a reason why its called a SHOUTout.

2007-06-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly, time passed really quickly at work today.
So the dinner plan was cancelled, but cs was still very very nice to come pick me :)
And winnienie work visited me too.
Remind me why i love my friends so much again?
Went to marina south pier cause cs said it's nice.
Yea, nice indeed :)
Then we had this sudden run down playground search urge.
So we went to search and got lost a little at jln tanah puteh, which he said it's a bad word.
Right. the ride gave me crazy hair by the time i reached home.
But still, thanks for the joyride (:

**
Just now i told winnienie, my resolution for the next half of the year is-
to learn to love everyone.
HAHA. And she replied me with THAT face.
Quite impossible i know.
Because i've just bitched with ryn about a particular someone.
*Caryn liew has got to be my favourite gossip partner.
You know how some people deliberately want others to notice something but yet they try to use some lousy cover up to explain their actions for doing so.

It's like, how someone puts a picture of him/herself, and caption says: Sigh, this is so ugly.
So deliberately wanting people to comment that they're not ugly, blah blah.

Or how someone puts a nicely posed picture of herself and caption says: Check out the (fill in the blank) in the background.
And then, no matter how hard you squint, you cannot seem to find the object she was referring to.

Or how pictures are angled to show some cleavages, branded watches, bags and such.

WHY AH.

What was my point again?
to learn to love. It's gonna be damn hard i tell you.
Ok, i shall start by learning how to love the person in the next room.
Yes winnienie. I'm going to prove you wrong.

2007-06-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

So everything went according to plan.
Pirates was draggy but good!
Don't you think keira knightley has very nice pink lips! Haha.
85 with the rest. kok, i'm not mad at you silly (:
Met jerry and a couple of TP people.

I almost died today.
And the kiddo is such a huge life saver.
I know you hate this but i'm gonna say it.
I HEART YOU MANY MANY ZENAS DENG.

Work tomorrow again.
Sigh, i'm so deprived of extra sleeptime.

i know my entry is not organised at all. But heck.

2007-06-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

What some people can resort to, just to achieve what they want.
Disgusts me. But it's really none of my business so i shouldn't care.
I get annoyed too easily. CHANGE!

Lunch with caryn today. Sigh, no more frequent katong lunches like before.
I work visited/accompanied winniennie today.
I bought her this candy, she named her molly.

Meet molly and my contented friend.

As i'm typing, shy just smsed me to say he saw me in holland V.
This always happens. SIGH. This is sad, i have a common face.
Work tomorrow followed by pirates ( i know im slow!)
But who cares cause company will be love tomorrow.
Meeting the rest for dinner after that. Good good!

The kiddo is back with a present for me. How sweet.
I think i need to stop being so mean to him.
Hahaha, i love you zenas deng! :) Sunday okay.
Then minfei's flying off in 8 hours time.
Feels so weird to not have someone guide me around the new neighbourhood!
Why is everyone going to hongkong. I want to go too :(

Can't wait for tmr, thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon, tues, wed, next thurs...
Haha, you get the point. I'm loving the hols :)

OKAY.
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PICTURES ARE IN.

2007-06-10T00:41:00.001+08:00

French boy ben, one-third of fer being squashed by ben, me, minfei, fiq, marcus plus sherylyeonehpoks, joseph, anand, oms, fung, daphy, amanda, fadzlin and one-quarter of neek.
These people are such love (:

Click to enlarge.

These are only one-third of all the pics we took from amanda's that night.
Still have yet to receive pics from ben and fadz.
So you can imagine how much pictures we took altogether.
More to come!

Can't get enough.

2007-06-09T01:44:00.000+08:00

When someone bores the hell out of me, i stop talking (not forever, just at that moment) to the person.
Or when it's very obviously that there's no common topic between two people, i don't bother trying.
Someone reassure me i am reacting normally.
I don't like to sms chat. Unless i like chatting with the other party, then it's an exception.
You know, when you're waiting for some sms from some person.
Then when the sms comes, you realise its some person you don't really want to talk to.
The feeling of being annoyed is doubled. If you get what im trying to say.
Bahh.

Nvm, let's talk some happy stuff.

Double o was love last night.
It was mood dampening at first because they didn't let amanda in with slippers.
And they gave us a freaking small table that could fit like only max. 8 people when we had 15 altogether
But after a change to a bigger table, with all the drinks and the company.
It was love love and more love.
Stayed till the club closed. Off to simpang after that.
Took ALOT of pics. From 3 cameras.
Pics will only come when ben the french boy returns from indo.
For now, we'll wait for amanda and fadzlin to send those pics over.
(:

I can't decide which i like better. Holidays or school. Haha.
Can't seem to get enough of these people (:
For now, plans are looking good.
upcoming parties, sleepovers, mahjong, steamboat. I like!
But minfei's going to hk.
Zenas's going to batam.
Faster come back you two!

roller away.

2007-06-07T02:42:00.000+08:00

SIGH. It's dualithic and not monolithic!
The last paper was, a little less than okay.
But anyway, no more tests for now.
Say hello to two and a half weeks of holidays.

So me, trish, shuxin, daphy and minfei went for blading session today.
Haha, weather was so nice to us.
How it had been so hot the previous few days, but today was super windy (:
Late night studying followed by 2 hours of blading left all of us super tired after that.
Met anand who joined us for dinner which was at some jap/korean place.
Love these classmates of mine. Wakeboarding next!

Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
Furniture shopping in the morning.
Air con servicing in the noon.
Town in the evening.
Double O at night.

Double O tomorrow with everyone.
And it's really everyone. ALL IN.
PARTY TIME! (:

2007-06-06T03:31:00.000+08:00

Time read: 3:36am
Finally done/more or less done with brand.
Last paper. Everyone be nice and pray.

LIVEVIL.

2007-06-05T02:22:00.000+08:00

Sigh, so the paper this morning left everyone feeling down for the rest of the day.
Let's all hope sales mgmt will be better tomorrow. No, later.
Cheer up all. We'll work harder together for the next paper aight.

Moving took up the whole day.
Didn't manage to make it, but here are the pics from kenn.

LIVEVIL.
Got to be my all time favourite band (:

STRESS IS THE WORD.

2007-06-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO TAKE A BREATHER.

STRESS!
The paper's in 9 hours time.
Just mid sem test i know, call me a geek or what.
I need to get that distinction.
And me being such a careless person is not helping at all.
STRESS!
And dammit.
Bad news all love to come together.
Had to congratulate my friend when i don't even feel like doing so.
Nothing worth congratulating really. SIGH!
I don't know what the hell is your problem. Rarr.
I seriously feel that i left something out but i don't know what is it.
STRESS.

My friend is sexcited about her sexcapade.

2007-06-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

Got to thank kenn for making such a great effort in freaking me out last night.
Only to realise after a while that it's just some stupid old trick. Rarr.
I'm shifting tomorrow morning.
dammit, i hate moving, tires the hell out of me.
And i'm gonna be so far away from hkcafe, fresco, settlers, ASTONS, beer garden, parkway!
SIGH!
Tomorrow's kenn's gig too.
I don't know how long moving's going to take.
But i think i'm not going to make it.
DOUBLE SIGH!

2007-06-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

Guess what songs were playing at work today.
Shape of my heart and viva forever.
Gawd. I could have died right there and then.

GREAT.

2007-05-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

I have lovely friends, who happen to be bad influence as well.
SIGH.
Everyone, stop asking me to go zouk/mos today.
And as i was beginning this entry, christine just called to ask me go mos!
I can almost scream into the phone.
I need to practice some will power and resist the temptations, stay home and STUDY.
RARR.
And alex says, lets play a game.
If he wins, we go, if i he loses, i stay home.
NO HELP.

No partying until next wednesday.
I'm switching off my phone!

Random pictures of the day.

Tight.

2007-05-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

I was late for class for almost half an hour today.
But reena loves me too much so she marked me present. Muaha.
Stupid looks from the french boy benjamin upon seeing my new hairdo.
Didn't take him long enough before he started dissing my hair. Great.
Studying went according to plan, not exactly according. But me and daphy stayed till 930 in school!
Yes, and i just completed all five chapters of brand management.
Applaud me please.
Saw the new house just now. Not as bad as expected, though i still hate the location.
Super inaccessible! But joseph has agreed to give me joyrides to school! Hoho.
Consolation number 2, most people i like stay near me now.
Sleepovers, yuting? (:
the room's pretty alright. I have a room layout in mind already.
Mid sem tests you need to end soon so i can start doing everything! (:
Can't wait for next week. Plans are up up up!
Okay, random shots again.

French boy, ben.

My friend, who's trying to take a picture of me.

My friend, who's trying to take a picture of me too.

My favourite source of entertainment (:

Okay, i need to go pack the room into boxes now.
Buy me a mocha freeze from cheers!

i hate some people so much.

2007-05-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

I found a new hobby lately- taking random snapshots.
Like, really really random.
I've been seriously cranky lately.
Even the slightest things are beginning to irk me.
People, please bear with it.
Work was boring. so me and fer took multi shots of our retarded selves.

Things at home are pissing the hell out of me.
Yes, i have to freaking move again.
Either i forgot, or the moving date's suddenly seems so close!
I'm suppose to move on the 3rd, and i have freaking mid sem tests on the 4th, 5th and 6th.
And to add on, i have to work on 31st, 1st and 2nd!
WHERE THE HELL DO I FIND TIME?
I need to so go pack my stuff into cartons and study right after this.
Okay, study with the classmates after school is confirmed tomorrow.
And i am going to wake up freaking early to study tomorrow too.
Ok, NOW.

Gotta love Thursdays.

2007-05-27T03:54:00.000+08:00

Too many things to update.
Thursday went according to plan. Hoho.
Even managed to slot in mahjong session at minfei's after school.
La risonanza IV was good. I love these people hell lots.
Was watching the concert with kok, glad, mel, nic and jeremy while the rest performed.
I really miss the stage.
Rehearsal times, heart stopping moments. Ah, i'm so going to perform next year.
Juniors were lovely. So so cute.
Saw the boss after so long, and i miss the boss (:
Some photos. I'll upload the rest when kok sends them over.

Double O after the concert.
Kind of a mini bday celebration for jun.
From lau pa sat, i walked damn far before i could get a cab la.
Anyway, gotta love dblo for having such cheap drinks (:
Hmmm, music wasn't that great. Crowd wasn't that great.
But it's okay, it'll be better the next time.

Pictures

Work the next day was horrid.
Mini hangover, upset stomach plus full shift.
O.T TILL ELEVEN FIFTEEN.WTH.
Okay, i think it's time to take a break from clubbing for now.
2 more weeks to mid semesters.
Study!

I love the smell of rain.

2007-05-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

School makes me so happy.
Started the day with breakfast at bedok inter with ferfer and minfei.
Lecture was the same, cheap thrill with minfei with notes guessing and daphy is ever so entertaining.
Big group lunch at biz park.
Everyone meet benjamin the new french friend who enjoys making fun of me.
Crashed services' lecture and i have no idea why everyone enjoys kicking my slipper around.
Tic tac toe-d, hang man-ed, doodled, took random shots of everyone.
Yes, then it was to ang kiong after lecture.
Slacked, headed off to katong.
The guys went for billiard while me and ferfer went for a haircut.
Then it was to Astons for dinner. Chargrill chicken is so nice (:
Wanted to go to settlers but they were having some competition or event going on.
So they decided to dota. Yes, dota.
Gotta love these marketing people (:

Looking forward to tomorrow as well!
Calculus tutorial in the morning.
Concert in the evening.
Double o at night.
Yes its another Thursday at Dblo (:

Okay, the new hairdo.
It's back to bangs! (:

2007-05-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

The monday was so well spent.
I think i'm starting to love 5 hours break. Hoho.
After sales mgmt tutorial, me minfei and the bestie had some cheap thrill.
Which i lost and had to smack the tutor on the head.
But obviously i can't do that and they made me tap his shoulder instead. Idiots.
Went to TM for lunch with daphy, shuxin, trish and minfei.
Then accompanied daphy for her haircut which took quite long.
We were quite good at self entertaining. Hoho.
Next it was to minfei's for mahjong session.
Haha, then back to school for calculus. I like (:
Mondays are bonding, mahjong and mocha freeze day!

2007-05-21T02:34:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick of pushing people away.
Especially those who really matter.
But i don't have a frickin choice.
When can we ever stop acting and show some true feelings for once.
I'm scared and confused. And i'm thinking, are you?
Can't fucking breathe.

sweet coffee aroma.

2007-05-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

Let me describe my day at work.

I reached damn early, wrong choice.
I had to help open the shop, carry tables outside sweep the floor mop the floor etc.
I had to work with uncle (boss's dad) cause its arab street.
i have no idea why my boss wants to locate the store there.
On the right, indian money changer.
On the left, indian textile seller.

This outlet's not bad. Working with uncle also not bad.
I kinda like it cause he's always running about leaving me alone in the store.
but bad thing was, time passed like snail speed.
Half the time, i was sitting on the wooden bench outside watching people pass by.
Uncle was nice, he bought me teh tarik (however you spell it)
So uncle went into the store and sat while i sipped the teh tarik outside and continue to watch people pass by.
I don't know if its me or him or the teh tarik, the indian uncle also went to get a packet of teh tarik. Came back with it, lifted it up and said "cheers".
I was like.."err, cheers!" Then he said something i couldnt figure out and went back inside.

So after that, about 5 more hours to kill.
I went inside to look for uncle cause i was so bored.
You know the store has an open concept.
The outside, main store, toilet, office and storeroom all linked.
No need to open any doors, just walk in.
So i walked in, uncle was using the com in the office.
Then when he saw me, he quickly closed whatever he was doing.
Hmmmmmmmm.

Went back outside to sit.
I get paid for just sitting there and wasting time. Not too bad actually.
Oh, in the middle of the shop, there's this fish bowl obviously with fish in it.
I named them molly one two and three.
I think they're guppies.
You know when you go to pet shops, they always state that you cannot tap on the tanks.
So i went to try and tap at the glass bowl and molly one two and three reacted quite frantically.
Got me entertained for a while.
After which i got bored, i kept feeding them.
Lets hope they don't end up dead by tomorrow morning.

Opposite there's this shop selling shoes.
You know those beaded shoes for tai tais. 600 over bucks for one pair.
Madness. I won't pamper my feet this way.
Oh and another store grandfather's collection.
I went to check it out and they sell really old stuff.
From bubbles to tops to marbles to records.
I like (:

I know since thursday i was whining about not wanting to work at that outlet.
But actually it turned out pretty fine. Cause every shop closes damn early there.
So i get to knock off hours earlier than usual. Hoho.
Oh, and uncle gave me a lift home. That's really really nice.

Ferfer is working at parkway now and i'm going to find her now.
And bring that regular back to my home so she can start messing up my room.
Then meet loh min fei for supper! (:

Oh yea, i killed quite some time cam whoring in the shop too.
Cause it had a pretty wallpaper.
Hereit is.
Me for all of youl. Muaha (:

i'm loving every minute of this.

2007-05-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

CCN turned out good today.
Gotta thank minfei for being the sweetest friend to accompany me to school even though he only had 3 hours of sleep plus a hangover.
So we cabbed to school and no one was there yet.
Only the bestie appeared a while later and we three dai dee-ed a bit.
Then the rest finally came and i must say the winning eleven idea is brilliant.
Haha. Response was good.
There was this irritating year 1 who kept annoying me.
He even signaled me to go sit beside him and i was like wtf.
Winning eleven was funny. Especially eden.
Haha, my first customer who used only 90 cents to play till the very end.
Pizza sales was good too. Cleared out everything at the end of the day.

The only picture of the day.
Too bad it turned out a little blur.

That's some of us.
Cassandra, sara, trish, bestie and huisan.

***

Went to town after ccn with fiq neek ferfer and minfei.
We watched blades of glory. Damn retarded. Haha.
Home with minfei after the movie cause we were too tired.
On the bus, just right in front of us was this lunatic.
I have no idea why i always meet them on buses!
We were trying damn hard to control our laughter.
You know the feeling when someone laughs and makes you wanna laugh too.
Cheap thrill home at least.
Feels good to have nice friends around you (:

summer love

2007-05-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

Some people come along, and after getting what they want, they leave.
These people, we call them friends with benefits.
Then there are those who simply stick through.
Always there unconditionally.
That's why i love each and everyone of them so much (:
Then there are those whom you never expect to even befriend.
And now they're a major part of your life.

***

Calculus tutorial was funny (:
Thank god i chose calculus. I'm loving every minute of this class.
Plans for some to change monday's timetable failed.
Meaning, mahjong over at minfei's confirmed.
When we said "mahjong" in class. All eyes lit up. Hoho.
Lunched with daphy shuxin and minfei.
Then it was the long ride to vivo for work again.
What can i say about work, it's never nice.
Plus the boss having her pms days. Makes it so much worse.

Can't wait for tomorrow.
I wanna watch the winning eleven match.
And i can quite predict the LT will be such a good shut eye place for me.

Can't wait (:

Love today.

2007-05-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

Fer is officially a regular at my place now.
As much as i want to scream at her for messing up my place.
I gotta love her for being the aunty fer she was.
Sleepover with all the mtv watching, cupnoodles and sewing kit!
I figured, she's gonna sleepover at least twice a week. I'm making a permanent spot for you!

Lecture started at 11 so we went for mac breakfast.
Me ferfer and minfei. The bank teller, was nice but yet not so nice to us.
2 hour break, found out some hot gossip. Haha.
Apel was nice. Did i mention that i love this class? (Zenas are you annoyed!)
Ooh yes, the kiddo brought the xbox over and we tried it out.
All the classmates love the kiddo now.
DAMN NICE.
They played a short round of NFS and yes, let's hope everything goes according to plan.

Towned. I know i was damn cranky and annoyed the hell out of the kiddo.
That's because i was really tired. sorry kiddo.
But dinner at cartel was fine! I think im starting to hate cheese.
After having that mushroom and ham macaroni thing. I thought i felt like puking.
And we had this mini slipper fight which was damn retarded, left me in stitches.
Oh and the whole time, he was trying to immitate miss swan and its damn retarded seriously.
And i think i just used the word "retarded" too many times.
Anyway, I think there's a photo of him looking like miss swan somewhere below.

Home at seven. Met minfei at nine for supposedly supper.
Hkcafe, but i seriously felt like puking.
So it was lychee tea and half a really really really forced banana icecream toast thing.
Rained, slacked and took a bus to ryn's place to collect the winning 11.
THANK YOU CARYN LIEW.
No disc inside! you kuku, but its okay. I still love you, so i'll see you tmr night again!

Work tomorrow at vivo after school again.
I HATE IT.
The travelling alone is enough to kill me.
Worse, i'll be alone in the shop evening onwards. No pee time!

Okay. I'm putting the kiddo up for grabs.
Bid starts from $20.

2007-05-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

Today's 5 hour break was so well spent.
We went to min fei's palce to play mahjong.
Hoho! But before that, we had to go everywhere to find his B&J's cokkie dough because school's cheers ran out of it.
calculus lecture was quite funny.
The school's mocha blend is so good (:
And from now, every monday will be mahjong day!

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2007-05-14T00:03:00.001+08:00

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Most important, spread the word!
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Remember to go visit again and again ok! :D

They say that a hero will save you.

2007-05-12T02:07:00.000+08:00

I'm so easily irritated recently.
You know how certain people annoys the hell out of you and no matter what they say seems irritating.
Or how they think they're so important that everything you say or do seem to be related to them.
And just simply how they assume about certain things.
And how im already feeling so irritated and jj sent me a song i really hate.
You know that freaking mika song that the radio is playing every other day.

Oh speaking about song.
The spiderman closing song is so good.
Signal fire by snow patrol. I like it :D
But then again, i think it's gonna be another overplayed song soon.

***
Dinner was at pepperlunch.
I really hate corn.
Spiderman at PS.
Who said it was boring! It's not.
And it's not too long either. It's good! :)
Chilled at starbucks before heading home.

In 2004, we made a promise we'll watch the following spiderman and the spidermans to come with the same ol people.
It happened and it will keep happening :)

Okay! Picture time.

My right arm is aching.

2007-05-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

I almost forgot how a nice long sleep felt like.
6 hours of sleep and i got woken up by all sorts of calls/sms
Asking me for songs, directions and stuff i was too semi unconscious to remember.
People, you need to stop waking me up on non-school days!
Only had 2 and a half hours of sleep the previous night.
So i woke up late and had to take a cab ride to school for that one and a half hour of calculus class.
Had work at bloody far vivo after that and took a one hour bus ride there.
And i kept nodding off in the most ugly manner ever.
Work was boring too. I was alone in the shop evening onwards and i can't keep my eyes open.

The happy trigger of the day was.
We all went to dblo after work to celebrate miss meishi's birthday.
Turned out far better than what i expected.
And.
This is my first Thursday at dblo and i have to say,
Thursdays at dblo beats mos hands down. (:
i kinda like clubbing with them. Hoho.
Okay! Pictures up when miss meishi sends them over.

Spiderman later with the all time favourite people! :D

midnight perks.

2007-05-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

The kiddo is trying his testing his new pick up lines on me.

" I hope you know CPR, cause you take my breath away"

" Do you have a map, i just got lost in your eyes"

" I lost my phone number, can i borrow yours"

" You don't need your car keys to drive me crazy"

LOL, WTF!

blow my mind.

2007-05-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Mondays seriously suck.
I gotta wake up at 630 so i wont be late.
Then i have a friggin five hour break in between the lessons.
So me john and daphy took our own sweet time to eat brunch.
Then we went to the lab and e-buddied for an hour or so.
After which we had nothing much to do already.
Have i already mentioned that i love my class? :)
I'm deprived of one tree hill these few days.
And desperate housewives is getting boring that i gave up watching the last 15 minutes of it.
Many many things to do this week!
Fer you need to stick your ass at home and stop running about.
We've got stuff to do!
Come wednesday, the kiddo is coming to my school. Heh.
Come friday! Spiderman with the spiderman gang. Can't wait!
Okay, i'm going back to calculus and the survey!

Thank goodness for the j rocker boy to keep me sane.
Can't help falling over and over again like i'm trippin' over rainbows (:

He said he's back. I said, maybe it's too late.

2007-05-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

Have you ever noticed how strangers you have in the background of your pictures?
Makes you wonder, how many strangers have you.

weekend blues.

2007-05-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

The flu bug is stuck with me again.
I'm wasting food because everything is tasteless to me.
And my clothes at home are missing.
I suspect some idiot also known as sister took it.

The weekends are here again.
Andi hate it cause it means work work and work.
Monday please come. Calculus! HAHA.
I really love school and my class too :))))

And as i'm typing this.
Caryn liew just told me something.
And yes she is really psychic. Like, really really psychic.

Oh and yes. On wednesday.
Thank you to the god damn rain, my shoes tore.
It was in a really bad condition.
Peep toes, really-lacoste shoes. Thanks ar my friends.
But anyway, thank you yuting for saving my poor feet :)

Okay.
A picture from thursday with my all time favourite girlie.

2007-05-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

Thursday sounds like love.
Hurry come, hurry! :D

People always leave.

2007-05-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

Some things only work out when both sides make the effort.
I'm sick of initiating conversations although each time i tell myself i wont, i still do.
But this time, i really won't and i mean it.
Cause i'm so tired of this drift and make peace repetition.

And.

I've figured not to expect anything.
It saves me from all the disappointment when things don't turn out as expected.
And honestly, i hate to hear the "i told you so" so i'd save myself from that too.

On a happier note,
I kinda like my new class though i feel pretty dumb in a class full of A and DHL students.
Calculus lecture was.. i don't know what to say. Change of lecturer please.
But still, i like the people in my class :)
And one tree hill is really doing a good job in making me happy and making me want to go home right after school to watch it over and over again.
And they kept playing my favourite silverchair's song in the show.
While typing this i'm waiting for 4 episodes to load and i have no idea why it is taking so long tonight.
And stupid channel 5 played some movie marathon just now so i missed my desperate housewives too!
I'm such a tv junkie i know. I can watch channel 18 and 19 the whole day really.
Someone please download falcon beach for me! I can't seem to find it :(

Labour day is here.
Labour for me, full shift at work.
Buy me a hot peanut butter waffle!

2007-04-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

I'm becoming such a one tree hill addict.
Chad michael murray is the LOVE.

Gotta love.

2007-04-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

School has been fine so far.
All those people we finally get to meet again.
Not to mention the freshies. I can't believe i'm coming back school as a senior!
And calculus, i hate limits. I thought i won't see limits after leaving jc again.
But sigh, they're back. Plus all the integration and differentiation and formulas. Rarr.
And now, the bus stop to school is damn far from my place.
Joseph goei will so pass his TP on monday and give all of us a ride :)
Speaking of that, wilson tan was trying to be sweet and drop me a surprise but stupid me blew his cover a tad too soon.
Next thursday will be wilson tan's TP and he will sure pass because i am going to be the first pillion.
Joyrides make me so happy :D
Like just now, the long long joyride home made me super happy :)
And buddy ho promised to drive me often when the license is here!
Haha, i can't wait.

They say immitation is the best compliment.

2007-04-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hello, is someone waiting for me to post this entry?
Funny isn't it, how people resort to such immature doings.
So, recently, someone's been going to chatrooms to do a little publicity for me.
And then using this ger^xx identity, giving my email to people telling them to add me.
Good news? The response was quite good.
So i've got people with amazingly high sex drive wanting to befriend me.
People with friendster display pictures of their own manhood asking me for numbers.
And i have to spend 10 mins after i log in into friendster/msn clearing request lists.
Nice job.
But know what. I think it's so sad that one will have to stoop to such a level.
So some derive pleasure from setting desperate guys on others?
I picture some other person sitting in front of the screen smirking while all these happens.
You feeling all the satisfaction while i feel that you are so pathetic. Interesting :)
Hmmm.
Maybe i could give that imposter a little benefit of the doubt.
That he/she really wishes to be me so bad that subconsciously, he/she gave my email out instead in the regular practice of guy hunting.
Try harder okay.
Ger^xx? C'mon. I'm sure you can think of something better.

Fresh roses.

2007-04-21T02:14:00.000+08:00

Holidays are the perfect time for catching up.
Met up with eveleen. Finally.
Went to Gant to find my mellie bellie.
Dinner at cuppage. Had super tasteless noodles.
Followed by starbucks.
Mocha frappe makes me happy!
I really miss working at topshop.
Everyone's so fun to hang out with, and time passes damn quickly at work.
Unlike the current job. The boredom can kill me.

And scenes from the notebook kept appearing in my mind today.
Great great show. Puts my all time favourite SAW down.
I can watch it over and over again and not get sick of it.
Like how i watched a walk to remember 13 times.
But the notebook is so good, i almost replayed it the moment i finished watching it at 6am yesterday.
In fact, i think i'm gonna watch it again right after this.

oooookay.
My eveleen babe :)

I say girl, can't you see you are my world... -kenn (:

2007-04-20T06:05:00.000+08:00

The notebook has got to be the best movie i've ever watched.
Noah and Allie Calhoun :)

god bless me.

2007-04-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

Time table's out.

Monday blues every week i foresee!
Start at nine and end at four.
With a FIVE hour break in between.

Tuesdays start only at one.
Means i can sleep like a pig.

Wednesdays are fine.
Start eleven end three.
Hoho.

Thursdays make me happy.
Start at nine, end at eleven.
i hear mos screaming my name.

Fridays are the love.
NO SCHOOL.

AND.
I have fer, kathie ho and john in my class.
Daphy is appealing in.

SWEET.

walking virus.

2007-04-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

What if one day the doctor said-
Your lifestyle is the reason for your health deterioration.
All the booze, smoke and late night partying.
Would you then regret?

maybe.

For now, fever you really need to go.
Missed work today, thank goodness for whoever covered me.
Shodown tomorrow. Fever you really need to go.
And no, doctor didn't say that to me.
Cause in the first place, me don't see doctors.

Timetable out tomorrow morning.
Please bless me with wonderful classmates.

Okay.
Picture from O's 21st.

PTCO and N, nicholas.

thick blankets, sleepyhead.

2007-04-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

Some stuff are really taboo subjects.
Like how buddy laughed at my hands, the next day his was hurting.
Then i laughed at his swollen ankle, and i fell down the next day.
And i was saying how good it felt to not be sick for so long.
and now i'm down with a freaking 39¤C fever.
Fever and flu bug, you need to go away.
My plans are quite ruined.
I need to get well by Thurs.
School is starting i need to enjoy the remaining 5 days fully.
Cab rides to and fro just for the BTT.
Passed :)

choke.

2007-04-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

Saturday.
Got up really late to attend my cousin's church wedding on time.
I love church weddings cause there's just something really special about them.
Catholic church of St. Ignastius.
Very big, very pretty.
They look really blissful so thats good :)
Gotta thank the nice cousin who got his ass up so early to accompany me.

Then it was O's birthday.
Say hello to new friend nicholas.
The party was alright, met alot of ex schoolmates.
And ryn and me being ryn and me, we just had lots of funny stuff to say.
I think liver and gf's really one happy couple :)

Then it was mos with buddy and friends.
With my mellie bellie, pauline and peiyan.
Makes me miss the days when we all worked in town.
Crowd was horrid, but music was good.

And pretending everything was alright during work
When all this shit's happening.
I think i've mastered the art of deception.

Keep me sane.

2007-04-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

People get defensive and insecure because they've been hurt too many times.
I used to be independent so why do i let myself get so fucking weak now.
Not going to trust because i don't know who and how.
People do stupid things when they're irrational.
I'm going to walk out of this myself while i still can.
And i'm not gonna sit there and sob because it's not worth it.

Thank you kiddo, thank you buddy for being my stronghold.
What would i do without you two.

2007-04-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

One word to describe wednesday.

It was LOVE.

anyway, was surfing the mumtazz website and found this long overdued picture.

Thanks ar cass. I'm blocked.

cause leaving isn't easy.

2007-04-09T03:11:00.000+08:00

They say.
Change is the only constant.
Then are we so desperate to hang on to things,
and hope that they will stay the way they were.
Then why did we allow ourselves to get so comfortable,
when in the back of our minds, we know that things can't stay this way.

humid weather, sticky people, happy faces.

2007-04-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

Joyride to the zoo with pig being such a whiny driver.
And PTCO has superb sense of direction for sure.
Good friday made the zoo damn packed.
Weather was alright, not too bad not too good either.
I completed my quest of finding the babirusa. Hoho.
While pig was being impatient trying to find pig.
But it didn't fascinate us that much.
Crocodiles are ugly creatures. Really.
The lions look pretty much dead. I think its the sun.
Kids nowadays are getting really weird.
We managed to spot every single animal on the map.
All by foot. So imagine how tired and sticky we were by the time we left.
Zoo was alright, but company was love.
Okay. Picture time.

Animals first.
Click to enlarge, and spot this otter/posum look alike thing.
I forgot it's name, but it's super cute. It's at the bottom right.

Then it's us.

for reputation, for escape, for freedom.

2007-04-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

I think i'm one big movie junkie.
If there is ever such a term.
4 movies in 3 days.
And one more tomorrow night.
So the buddy and i caught freedom writers and the reaping today.
Both had hilary swank in them. Hoho, i think she's quite hot.
Catching two movies in a day, i think its becoming a buddy thing.
Cause we do that almost everytime we meet.
Go watch freedom writers before it ends, cause the show is damn damn damn damn good.
And the reaping can be skipped. Cause, it's not good at all.
And people should stop talking during the movie.
It annoys the hell out of me, especially when they sit just right next to me.

Gawd, 17 days left to start of school.
I need a holiday extension badly.

TGIF.

PTCO is going to the ZOO.
Haha, can't wait can't wait! :)

2007-04-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

Sunshine was far better than how it looked like in the poster.
It's worth watching i guess.
Plus some sweetie surprised me with the tickets :)
My dinner was that GV jumbo hotdog thing.
And yes, it tastes so good. But it reminds me of yuting i don't know why.
I think mace should be the lead instead of capa cause he's so much hotter.
Okay.

Anyway, meet gremlin.
She needs help flipping her ears to the correct side.
She is so cute lah.

dona dona donatella.

2007-04-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

Lunch was so so so so good.
Haha, you know. I'm starting to love my neighbourhood.
Cause the nice people stay really close and i have easy access to almost everything.
So lunch was at fresco.
The chicken bake rice was heaven. Mozerella cheese, omg.
Ryn's grilled chicken meal thing looked good too.
And gelato, THE gelato. my donetella rock and her tiramisu.
and did i mention how much i love rootbeer? Haha.
Back home, then it's out for a movie later.
I love caryn liew lah.

Come friday we will meet the T and the O.
Can't wait :)

POP! goes my heart.

2007-04-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Today's a happy day :)
Me and ryn watched i guess one of the last slots for music and lyrics.
I think im in love with drew barrymore.
The show is so so so so so so so good.
And that cora person is damn retarded.
Oh, and lunch was so good too we have to go back to kobayashi again.
After movie was like speed shopping.
And it made me damn happy too cause i bought alot of stuff.
New clothes and new but then not very new shoes.
Met the buddy for pool/dinner.
Saw anson and adrian.
And yes, i have to mention that i got trashed by the buddy right.
Dinner at the all time favourite hkcafe.
The chicken chop rice with shanghai sauce is now my favourite.
Hoho, did i mention how much i love the buddy :)

I'm so addicted to this song lah.
It has been ringing in my head ever since the movie.

I said I wasn’t gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn’t gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
And I just can’t let you go,
I can’t lose this feeling.

im with the lovelies.

2007-04-02T17:08:00.000+08:00

Birthday celebration for gerald tan yong boon at katong settlers.
It was last minute card writing at my place before that.
Played stupid games with all ribbits and cuckoos and snorts.
And that project x thing. Haha, it was pretty hilarious.
i love these people big big big big time but we seldom get to meet.
Uniform party, 85 supper and spiderman plans soon.
And someone buy me a 8.1 megapixel cam too please!
Kboxed at paradiz after that.
And i now declare xiangrong as the best karaoke partner ever (:
dinner/supper. the good good good good chicken rice and dou jiang you tiao.

Okay.

Pictures!

Happy birthday gtyb!

2007-03-31T00:38:00.000+08:00

To say i don't care and actually not care.
To pretend none of these ever happened.
That will be deception to oneself.
Tell me how do you do it.

2007-03-29T01:42:00.001+08:00

So i finally watched 300.
Indeed alot of breasts. But yep, a good show.
With the kiddo plus the neighbour, we made like stupid random jokes throughout the show.
And the kiddo got me pretty stuff from cambodia. I LIKE :)
Met up with the rest at balcony for dinner/drinking.
My grilled chicken in mushroom sauce. Hoho.
And the ham bacon mo something stuff.
And the daiquiri, martinis, corona and blah blahs.
Of course the best part was the catching up.
The people whom i'll never get sick of :)
So long since we had a proper dinner plus chilling out session.
More to come soon! :)

Think happy thoughts.

2007-03-26T03:46:00.000+08:00

I think i'm getting hyped up over the slightest things now.
I think i'm starting to talk really fast to people lately.
I think i'm beginning to talk more and more.
I think i smile to myself unknowingly though it makes me look like some retard.
I think my mood's been pretty good recently.
I think i'm looking forward to every single day of the holidays.
I think i realise that the least you expect, the better you feel when it actually happens.
I think i'm not silly, I'm just-

Happy :)

I know i'm getting really random.

2007-03-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

I need an extension of the holidays. It's ending too soon.
24 hours in a day is seriously not enough to do everything.
The buddy is busy with work. Hello, we've got many many more movies to catch.
I know i'm slow cause i'm only watching 300 this wednesday.
Work is killing me somehow. Or rather, the company is.
You know how people always say meet up and meet up and meet up.
But in the end, its always all talk and no action.
And how all our work schedules clash. It's so difficult to meet my mellie babe! Rar.
And i need to meet the michie to shop, but schedule clashes as well.
Worse, ptco can never get to meet.
And did i mention that tuesdays are love for this holiday :)))
And i'm contemplating whether i should go dye my hair jet black.
Hmmms.
And neek, if you're reading. Don't be too upset.
Cause chayse will go to somewhere where he will be happy i'm sure (:

The way you smile, the way you touch my face.
There's something that you do i can't explain.
'Cause you leave me speechless.

2007-03-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

Happy one and a half years michie and am! (:

still ashtray of kisses

2007-03-19T03:03:00.000+08:00

You know how bloody sickening it is to not sleep at this time and have stupid thoughts running through your mind.
I want to call someone and rant but for obvious reasons i am not doing so.
Sometimes when we do so much, all we want is to be appreciated at the end of the day. By the slightest acknowledgement, anything.
It'll be so relieving to know.
The pressure to hold it all in when i badly want to scream that i care.
Because with any slightest mistake, i might just lose it. I'm afraid.
Not knowing what is the truth what is not,
Not knowing when does it matter when does it not.
I don't like to keep quiet when i do have things to say.
And i hate it when you think i have nothing to say.
Because the fact is, i do.
Acting, this has got to be the worse feeling ever.

Just let the reason be love.

company i love.

2007-03-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

It was really mass bonding session friday night at zouk.
With kok, jboy, kev, cass, christine, peckjoo, raj, irene, eugena, weilin, shirleen and co.
Finally caught up with christine after so long of not meeting up.
Music was great at around 2 plus.
Company, needless to say, was the love.
BUT. the crowd really sucked.
There was this bunch of ah lian lookalike people trying to fight for space on the dance floor and they were shoving and pushing and dancing with super huge actions just to get more space.
And we got elbowed countless times.
Left early cause some had to leave and we were all pissed at the crowd.
But still, the night was good good good cause of the people who went (:
Oh, and i met the bestie there too. Haha.
More partying with this group of people please! (:

These people are my love now (:

I need moolah.

2007-03-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

Warning: A very random entry

You know how ugly singaporeans can get when it comes to stuff like freebies and getting onto buses or flagging cabs etc etc. Yesterday i was waiting for the bus to go meet my michie. It was a damn long wait, so when the bus finally came. The people shoved and pushed and squeezed just to try to board the bus. i think i got pushed by many different aunties and uncles just by standing at the side waiting for them to board. Hello! You people need to learn how to queue.

Caught up with the the michie. And i think i really love the michie (:
And babe, you hair don't look so bad okay.

It's zouk with the lovelies tonight!
Plus christine plus kevin ho plus raj and co.
Yes, im looking forward! (:
And mister j boy, you have 6 hours from now to get rid of that flu bug,
Cause you need to party one last time before you enlist!

This 2 month holiday has got to be the best one ever.

Results are out.
Not too bad. But my stupid freehand drawing got a bloody C!
But i kind of expected it because that tutor kept dissing my drawings.
But nevermind, say bye bye to electives.
And i have a resolution for next semester.
I am going to practice the damn calculus super often.
Yes, i can keep to that i'm sure :)

A few more months to internship meaning the end of my utopia days.
I need to get my lazy ass up and start securing my attachment.
Someone push me.

And i suddenly have the craving for cartel's breaded fish and egg sandwich.
And and and bon bon rocher ice cream. Meaning, i need to visit xiaojun soon.

Two songs i can't stop listening to.
Beyonce- listen
Justin timberlake- Chop me up

Oh oh, and ptco outing on 31st says O.
People please confirm.

Lastly.
I'm really saddened cause i lost a pair of shorts and a white top in the process of moving.

Enough of randomness.
Okay. That's about it.

long overdued

2007-03-15T03:47:00.000+08:00

Here's another go at it.
Honestly, i only have a vague idea of what triggered all this.
I don't know why but i kept getting reminded of it makes no sense
It may be on impulse it may not be, i don't know.
But i must say. That is pretty upsetting to know.
Because all i was trying to put across to you is that-
Despite our differences, no matter how little time we fork out,
Things are still the same. For me at least.
So if anything that doesn't exist anymore, is prolly your faith in me.
So don't ask me why i blog about you. That's because you still matter.
And yes, it may show how much i understand. But i'm still trying.

Take care.

sweet sweeter sweetest.

2007-03-14T01:33:00.000+08:00

We should all be happier people.

2007-03-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

Seems like the remaining of the week is looking good.
With plans up ahead. I'm looking forward.
FRIDAY my dearests! :D

Seems like everyone's feeling down lately.
To those who are slogging their asses off to meet ends. Hang in there! It'll be over soon.
To those who are upset over results/relationships. Cheer up, because things will get better.

OKAY.

Met with the kiddo today.
He's flying off in 4 hours time to cambodia for his mission trip.
I'm super proud of him (:

stupid cheeky face he has.

2007-03-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

I think doctor must have made a mistake.
I swear i looked like a boy when i was little.

You can try spot me.
It's easy. The most hideous and sloppy looking one.
Oh but look at kaixiong. Muaha. First guy from the left.

No skirts when i was a kiddo!
And there, i really look like a boy right.

2007-03-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

I need to learn how to turn those waterworks off.
I think i show my emotions too easily nowadays.
Something is wrong. I used to have quite a good cover up.
I'm stressing myself and people around me up and this is bad.
Yes, one more resolution up.
Fer knows i can't do casual for shit. But yes, i'm gonna learn.
Cause everything will work out fine.

2007-03-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Tribe

Compete in the rituals to become the new chief of the tribe.

Play this free game now!!

Right, as i am still waiting for someone to wake up.
I've been stuck at this game for hours.
Shows the degree of my boredom.
Go play.

to the left to the left.

2007-03-09T03:04:00.000+08:00

This has got to be the best tertiary fling ever.
I hereby declare this bunch my favourite people to club with.
Happening shit (:
Met long lost friends and friends of friends.
Good crowd, great music, perfect company.
We should do this more often. Hoho.

Jeryle, raj, cass, kok, shirleen, "marrisa", fizz, fizz's friend, and sorry-i-forgot-your-name.
I LIKE (:

Let's get these teen hearts beating faster! (:

2007-03-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

Starworld is officially the favourite channel now.
I'm becoming such a tv junkie.
Someone download and burn/buy/get the falcon beach series for me please!
I'm on super impulse buying nowadays. This is bad.
I was accompanying the mom for some grocery shopping just now and i bought another top from mango.
I think i need a financial planner and start proper saving.
ANYWAY.
Tertiary fling (again) five tomorrow.
It's the company i'm excited about (:
Can't wait.
Ooh, and some sweetie bought me an endless supply of my favourite sweet.
Thank you (:

For good times and bad times.

2007-03-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

I remember asking someone to define what best friends were.
She said, best friends accept and lets you have other friends.
Vague, but i guess somewhat it makes some sense.
It doesn't mean that when i am not physically around, we don't care about each other anymore.
Nor does it mean that when i choose to meet someone else on my free day, the friendship isn't in my priority list anymore.
I guess best friends don't need constant reassurance do they?
I'm sorry anyway. Cheer up and take care.

And i thought that the mother's pms days were bad enough.
I now dare say, nothing's worse than the father's pms days.

2007-03-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

I found these while i was unpacking.

Heaps of it, everywhere.
And that's not even everything.
Haha, those were the days.
ANYWAY.
New resolutions up.
I'm gonna get everything back in place for now.
And we'll all be happier people for now.

cause you make me smile like we're trippin' over rainbows again (:

say hello to new neighbours.

2007-03-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

Seriously never been any more tired than this.
All the running up and down.
Lugging pulling and pushing.
And this new house's a little creepy i don't know.
Dammit, no direct bus to school.
No more hkcafe but there's boon tong kee. haha.
I need to go to ikea and get a dustbin because i lost mine in the process of moving.
So my dearests, are you coming to paint my room for me? :D

2007-03-02T02:26:00.000+08:00

cause' you make me smile like we're tripping over rainbows.

breathe.me

2007-02-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

If friendship to you people was measured by how much we could benefit one another in the process, then i guess i can't be a friend then.
Funny how you realise that those you thought you could stick through with, aren't really those you could stick through with.
Somehow, i feel it's time to drift.
Work alone got me thinking non stop and i don't like it.
All these things i want to tell every single one of you.
But yet there's every reason that forbids me to.
The guilt trip that i have to take as another day passes.
All this needs to stop.

And.
I'm withdrawing from the bangkok trip due to various reasons.
Surprising, but not so surprising, i don't feel the pinch. yet.
To make up for it, i need to keep my march occupied.
Calling mel ong, jiayi and eveleen. tanning/lunch/dinner soon.
Calling jirong and chuhui. Shopping/partying soon.
Calling kok, cass, joy and the click. Gathering soon.
Calling yenling and jorce. lunch soon.
Calling zenas deng, meet up soon.
Calling ptco, catch up session soon.
Calling yuting, trivia/sleepover soon.
Calling buddy, all of the above soon.

Holidays, here to keep me sane.

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
though i don't really know what i am gonna do when i get there
Take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more time
and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

Cause i am hanging on every word you say
and even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
Cause i want nothing more than
to sit outside heaven's door to hear you breathing
it's where i want to be.

2007-02-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

The deafening silence we hear when someone mentions the issue.
The times we expressed ourselves through the exchange of hostility.
I guess somewhere along the way, we lost the grip.
And we've all chosen to be happier off elsewhere.
You can never understand and so can't i.

Cheap thrill

2007-02-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

Epic movie with the buddy was seriously crap.
Stubborn as we are (:
Off to chun dao he pan after dinner.
We had this teddy deal for cheap thrill sake.
Not very cheap though, the coupons cost like $2.50 per piece now.
We said not to go home empty handed so yea.
Purely for entertainment sake, we went to toss those rings and threw those rubber balls.
Not easy okay, reminisce a little of the funfair days as a kid.
So there, one teddy to bring home.

Thank you buddy (:

You know its you this time round.

2007-02-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

If conversations no longer work, i hope this does.

I just want you to know that i wasn't ever angry at anything you said. If anything, it was the way you always made youself so upset. Because you didn't have to. I've told you umpteen times that things will not be as bad if you took a different perspective to it. Look a little harder and you can see the little blessings within. Why think the worse of everything when in actual they aren't as bad? Why conclude before anything even happens? You said i never see things your way. Perhaps so, but honestly i'm trying. I appreciate the things you do, and i don't doubt the concern you have for me. It goes the same way for me as well. I don't exactly know how else to put it across to you. Maybe because we both don't really know how to express it then.

I've promised to stick around and you know i will.
I just want you to feel better because seriously, things aren't that bad.
Cheer up.

2007-02-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

Too many fucking obligations in life.

tralalalala.

2007-02-20T04:39:00.000+08:00

Anyway, mos event was dammit packed.
Saw alot of people again.
From those i miss, those i like to those mood spoilers.
Overall it was good good good.
Cause i had the best company ever.
This bunch of people. i love (:

I don't know about you. But my friends mean almost everything to me.
So anyone who has something to say about them, I'd take it personally.
So it really puzzles me how you can laugh it over when someone said something so horrid about him and call youself a friend still.

the most unhappening shit.

2007-02-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes situations make you see who are those that you can stick through with.
My mood's like one moment happy one moment not.
I think its making me go nuts.
I've made a resolution and i'll stick to it for good.
It's funny how everyone says the same thing unanimously.
So i guess i wasn't wrong this time round.

So this lovely occassion is here once again.
With all the people mad rushing to buy new clothes.
And everyone's excited about what's going to happen.
While i think about the whats not.
Man, i need some buddy-aphy now.

Will you runaway with me.

2007-02-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

Vday at mos was good i'd say.
with good company plus great music.
I like (:
Met the usuals plus faris, weijie and hak.
A lil' high and low mood rides.
But nvm, i'm looking forward to monday with my favourtie babes (:

let the peektures do the talking.

2007-02-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

2007-02-14T03:03:00.000+08:00

If you want to runaway, then run.
If you need to avoid, then avoid.
The fact, will always be the fact.

Step aside.

2007-02-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

Few more days to the most dreaded occassion.
The pretence we have to put up yet again.
Seeing everyone all hyped up, i don't know.
I'm just counting down to the end of it and looking forward to what is coming after that.
16 more days to bangkok trip.Come quick come.
I seriously need to get my mind off all that shit. fast.

I said carefree was what i need to be.
I don't want to be accoutable to anyone, i don't want to report my whereabouts everyday.
You need to step aside and give me some breathing space.
Because right now, every single thing sounds so dammit annoying to me.

Rarr.

2007-02-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

You are so annoying.
Go away.

2007-02-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

fiq. call me the reversi master now.

be overrrr now!

2007-02-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Meeting role play was way better than expected.
My waking up at 6am paid off okay.
2 down and 2 more to go!
Been having those pissy days again.
And i'm really sorry my dearests for yelling and roaring.
Sorry fiq. really am :(

Worked alone today and sales was woooo.
work visit by kaisheng (:
And the very sweet bunch who came all the way from vivo (:
Friday is coming. Everyone is planning to get drunk
Nope, not me!

I'm counting down to going bankkok with funkeepoops chew, omarrrr, neek, fiq, joseph and ferfer.
TWENTY TWO more days! (:

2007-02-05T03:10:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO BITE SOMEONE NOW.

let's all get happy happy

2007-02-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

I hate getting affected by the slightest thing you said
Though everytime i said i wouldn't, it never worked.
I'm tired of tyring to make you understand.
Just look a little harder and maybe you will see.

SCHOOL'S GONNA BE OUT IN TWELVE DAYS.

Feb is gonna be crazy i can so foresee!
Crazy partying is going to start.
and thai thai thai thailand trip with the loves is CONFIRMED.
February i love you! (:

sketch em!

2007-02-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

Freehand drawing is taking up wayyyyyyy to much time.
TWENTY sketches plus one A1 drawing.
It got us staying in school till the skies turn dark.
Off to bedok inter for dinner.
And the journey home always got me nodding off in the bus.
In fact for two weeks already, the journey anywhere always had me nodding off.
Drew and drew and drew because submission is later.
Now i am finaaly done.
You people need to stop dissing my drawings! RARR.
Some are really ugly, like that fat ballerina and hawk/hen (?) and scissors.
But nevermind! Just nice twenty for submission tomorrow will do!

I like my seahorse and mosquito and dragonfly though! (:
Heh.

2007-01-31T01:45:00.000+08:00

With all these going on.
Sometimes i feel like i'm losing myself.

I'm seriously drained.

random la la las

2007-01-29T02:49:00.000+08:00

The phone needs to undergo serious repair works.
I'm saddened. All my contacts are now in buddy's phone.
Apocalypto after that. Sadistic show it was.
But buddy and i were laughing at parts.
Kukulkhan. Buddy refused to eat mee with me.
A lift home from buddy and friends.
But cabby was fucked.

**
Midnight movie with fer fiq neek and dann the next day after work.
Ghost tunnel was a lil' crappy. But still, i suck at horror movies.
There were a few scary parts alright!
Cuppaged and billiard after that.
Slacked, cabbed home with the rest at four.
Many many plans ahead, and yes we shall carry all of them out.

WINNIEFER HALIM. MUHAMMAD TAUFIQ BIN SARIF. NICHOLAS ENG. EDMUND LIM. DANNETH TAN. CHEW FUNG WEE. SHERYL YEO. DAPHNE NG. OMAR ABDULLAH.
I lOVE ALL OF YOU MANY MANYS

You people put many many smiles on my face everyday (:

My 1am perks

2007-01-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

2007-01-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

I realise the days, though with the shit stuff project madness going on.
I've real so much more relaxed. I guess the reason's obvious.
Facing projects, late nights in school is definitely so much better than handling the other.
I don't get why does it have to happen over and over again.
I realise i can't even figure out what upsets me anymore.
The way you cry over the same issue over and over again
The way you doubt that i even care. I do but so what.
I don't know and i don't want to know.
For now i just want to shut my ears and not hear anything else.
A few exchange of words and it can get me fucking upset in the early morning.
I really hate this.
Carefree for now.

Smells like teen spirit!

2007-01-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

Everybody mourn for the death of my phone today.
Someone lend me a spare phone puhlease!
School was crap. Cabbed there and project meeting lasted 10 mins?
Lt21-ed with the rest and finished up the RM report.
Haha, edmund and nicholas are my source of entertainment today.
Especially edm, totally crap.
I realise i get amused super easily nowadays. Hmmms.
Kungfu Mahjong-ed with neek, edm, fiq and fer after that.
That show is nonsense. Haha, but got us laughing like mad.
Back home to the project rush and first presentation starts tomorrow!
Bahhh. Joyce wu needs to mark me up for all the small talks i had with her!
Twenty freehand sketches due on thursday and i completed NONE.
So dead. so so so so dead.

byebye to jan in 8 days!

2007-01-23T03:59:00.000+08:00

It's 4:00am in the morning and projects are still on the way.
Comm skills later on and bahh its my turn to present!
I hate hate hate that subjec. such a waste of time.
2 more reports, 2 more IJs and 4 more presentations.
Plus the end sem tests.
Then school's officially out.
The party mood is back so bad. So come feb come!
A random fact i learnt from the funkeepoops today.
Potato chips taste better after being put in the freezer!

Told you never to promise me anything
because i figured you'd never be able to keep them.
Now that you've proven me right.
Applauds for you.

It's EIGHT more days to the gig! (:

2007-01-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

Work today made me realise how low my tolerance level has become.
I met the most irritating pair of kids today.
Made me wanna hang them up high and smack their asses real hard.
Really annoying.
But work visits really do cheer me up (:
Saturdays without fail. Heh.
Thanks to pig, buddy with the pocky, alvin, neek, fiq and danneth who dropped by.
Went to classic and they were nice enough to walk me all the way home after that.

People come and go in your life.That's why those who stay, are really important to me.
And sometimes i just feel so torn in between. It's not like you ever told me to choose. But seeing both sides not get along, i don't know.Learn, understand and accept you said, i just didn't realise it came with a choice of whom to direct it to.I really really hope you understand where i am coming from.Because to them, they appreciate you for being there for me at times when they fail to cheer me up. They talk about you in your absence, about how they wished they had a friend like you. I just thought you'd know and see what i'm trying to say. I really really hope you understand that i never was taking sides because all of you mean the world to me.

Let's catch the flow.

2007-01-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

Tertiary fling 4 yesterday.
Thanks to the cousin who gave us vip entries again (:
TF4 with many many people.
Fer, shirley, wanting, anna, ryn, buddy, alvin, alex, edmund, neek, fiq and danneth.
Saw the usual people. Then there was ling whom i didn't recognise!
Took me 10 seconds after she called me before i went "OMG"
The songs were pretty alright. Fer was hot hot hot.
On the whole, it was good (:
But still, sorry to alvin buddy and ryn!

People, we should do this more often (:
Come feb come!

**

Woke up at a late 4pm today and met buddy in town for a movie.
Gridiron gang. I give it four touchdowns out of five!
It's good people. Go catch it.
A very touching real life story.

I will not trade you for them.
Football- The game of life.

We'll all take this bumpy ride together.

2007-01-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

18 days into january and i must say, january you really suck.
Been losing my cool alot and that's bad.
I don't like to be depended on and i don't like to be questioned.
I don't know.
I need to stick that one big note to sleep early.
Average sleeping time is 5am everyday. Dammit.
Sleeping early = less problems and better health.
People, please remind me to hit the bed if you see me online late!

Stay strong and everything will be alright.
Because the way you're handling it is that amazing.
Believe, and everything will be alright.
Please take care.